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So... after (technically more than) 11 months of looking for a job... I GOT A OFFER LETTER YESTERDAY!

I really gotta stop getting my hopes up after an interview. It's been nothing but disappointment.

Got a rejection email last night from Wawa. Fucking Wawa. I just don't know anymore...

Feeling very much like I want to give up today... 😔

This is Lilith. She has a unique pattern on her nose. Can you see the character on her nose?

I can't because I already doooooo.

You know what's neat... I am running low on makeup products with no way to replenish them. Guess I am going to have to start going to interviews ugly. 😆 🤣

Saying the phrase "When I get a job" is starting to sound like a fairy tale.

So I don't know if this is diabetes related or something new that I don't need right now.

Usually after the dizziness dissipates, I am hit with a wave of nausea out of nowhere. Enough that I consider sitting in front of the toilet just in case. My BG is always fine when it happens. It also happens whether or not I'm outside in the heat or inside in the A/C.

A thread...
I am worried something else might be lurking in my body.

For a few months now, I have been having dizzy spells when I stand up from standing or kneeling. Not every time but enough to make me concerned.

Got a free month of Audible and I forgot that there is little to nothing I can listen to because there isn't a lot that is free on there. Used my one credit and I will probably only listen to one book and that's it. 😑

I wanna collect Lafufus instead of Labubus. 😆 🤣

Today is officially the start of spooky season y'all! Watch a scary movie and eat something fun. Go Halloween shopping, even if only to look. 💀👻🧛🧙🧟‍♀️

There is nothing to celebrate today.

After months of living with my boyfriend and our many animals, Duncan has finally felt comfortable enough to be in the living room. He even comes out on his own.... sometimes.

I feel like a NPC.

Life sucks and frankly... I am tired of it.

Life sucks and frankly... I am tired of it.

Happy Pride Month! 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️

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I decided to take a year off and then I just never went. I have always felt a little like a failure for not going to college but now I wonder if the indecisiveness was not actually my fault.

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Could ADHD been the reason I could never decide what I wanted to go to college for?

There were so many things that interested me but somehow disappeared after a while and by the time I graduated high school I had no idea what to do.

I had a job interview today that went really well. I'd be on a farm, taking care of animals. The only issue is that it is in New Jersey. A 50-60 minute drive. One reason I left my previous job was because I didn't want to drive that far every day.

🤔🤔🤔

My birthday is in 2 days and I don't know if I care.

Owlboy is a great game. You'll enjoy it.

I haven't played Dead By Daylight since July 2023 and my first game back was me surviving until the end only to die to the Huntress Mori. Not too bad.

Who puts perfume on for a video interview?

Me... that's who. 🤦‍♀️

What if proper table etiquette was just somebody who had autism making up rules?

Tomorrow...