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Elder millennial, queer in a variety of directions, disabled (EDS/ POTS/MCAS). Sadiane is most places since 2005. she/they. ๐Ÿณ๏ธโ€๐ŸŒˆ

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To my friends from LiveJournal

I still think about you Wonder if you finally quit, Do you still speak to your mom?

I remember when you went to Japan How you swore you'd never forgive him.

I can't remember to take my meds but I remember you wanted to live on a houseboat. It's a strange intimacy, all of us unspooling across decades of internet space Like balls of yarn leaving a trail behind us of everywhere and everyone we've ever been

I hope you got your houseboat.

I hope you got everything.

-Hayley DeRoche

To my friends from LiveJournal I still think about you Wonder if you finally quit, Do you still speak to your mom? I remember when you went to Japan How you swore you'd never forgive him. I can't remember to take my meds but I remember you wanted to live on a houseboat. It's a strange intimacy, all of us unspooling across decades of internet space Like balls of yarn leaving a trail behind us of everywhere and everyone we've ever been I hope you got your houseboat. I hope you got everything. -Hayley DeRoche

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05.12.2025 13:15 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3818    ๐Ÿ” 1877    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 41    ๐Ÿ“Œ 163

online friendship is crazy. like yeah we go way back. we talk about weird shit exclusively and we've seen each other in person between zero and four times

05.12.2025 13:38 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2717    ๐Ÿ” 1557    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 12    ๐Ÿ“Œ 61

I think if she had said โ€œit isnโ€™t customary to wear a mask in profile picturesโ€, I might not have balked, but โ€œI canโ€™t believe that you think itโ€™s appropriateโ€ is getting to me.

Of course I think itโ€™s appropriate!!!!

04.12.2025 16:23 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

My logic is โ€œthis is what I look like when you meet meโ€ and โ€œthis is what I look like outside my homeโ€.

If my glasses are okay, my mask should be too.

04.12.2025 05:01 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Today I was scolded by the โ€œcareer coachโ€ provided by my former employer for thinking that it was appropriate to wear a N95 mask in my LinkedIn profile photo.

I stated that I felt that it was the most accurate representation of my professional self, and was laughed at

04.12.2025 03:28 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 6    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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The Academy Isโ€ฆin Portland and Seattle?!?! www.instagram.com/p/DRw4F6fADD...

02.12.2025 17:19 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

โ€ฆI have been utterly decadent and booked flights at *gasp* convenient
times for TAI LA/ Santa Ana.

01.12.2025 02:38 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Boston definitely feels like itโ€™s always supposed to be November here.

21.11.2025 22:55 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Probably a recession indicator, and yet โ€ฆ

20.11.2025 01:49 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Two loops and a pair of eargasms just in case. Considering a pair of loop engage in any sales, but the experiences w/out mutes are really clear.

20.11.2025 01:07 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Traveling while autistic means 4 different pairs of earplugs (concert, backup concert, quiet, foam for sleeping) and 2 different headphones (AirPods, wired in case my AirPods wonโ€™t synch w/ plane console).

20.11.2025 00:21 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

โ€œCall up your most toxic exโ€ weird.

18.11.2025 18:41 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

This timeline is really weird.

18.11.2025 18:19 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

This show is extremely unnecessary but NGL the 80s music hotel bloodbath kind of went off.

18.11.2025 04:12 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I am currently attempting to finish the thing I am currently knitting so I can cast on a new thing before I fly to Boston for TAI. Something about the โ€œromanceโ€ of knitting on a train.

Iโ€™ve never taken a train and I donโ€™t usually knit on planes, but *aesthetics*

18.11.2025 04:04 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 6    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Major โ€œpeople will dieโ€ โ€œOF FUNโ€ energy

17.11.2025 00:33 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Every time a whale washes up on the Oregon Coast, the media assures us that they will definitely not blow it up this time.

I think about this every time I screw something up at work. At least in 50+ years they wonโ€™t use me as an example of what not to do

13.11.2025 05:33 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

If youโ€™ve ever wondered why I am Like This, the answer is at least 25% THIS EXTREMELY DEPRESSING EXTREMELY QUEER OPERA NOVEL.

It rewired my brain at 15. My favorite Anne Rice book.

12.11.2025 17:23 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

โ€œIs this Bush song a Brideshead Revisted reference?โ€

08.11.2025 03:18 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I have hit my weirdest pre-travel ritual, in which I try to FINALLY finish all the library books I downloaded to my kindle before I got on a plane last time and have been holding captive by keeping the device in airplane mode, only to check out and download MORE books and start over.

07.11.2025 22:59 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

My winter coat (Columbia ski jacket, circa 2007) has a dedicated iPod pocket and a little stretchy fabric headphone cord loop just inside the front.

31.10.2025 16:17 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

The fascinating thing about the durability of a good Jansport backpack is that they are full of indicators of outdated tech. My backpack has a CD Walkman pouch.

31.10.2025 05:05 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

It is my go-to recommendation to anyone who will watch horror. Itโ€™s SO GOOD

29.10.2025 01:41 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I reluctantly went to Miami for TAI cruise reasons, and was pleasantly surprised by how much I enjoyed it.

Also the ocean is WARM! Even in November

27.10.2025 04:43 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Sexy Percy Shelley.

Kind of redundant, probably annoying.

26.10.2025 01:30 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 5    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

They were down near us yesterday, and weโ€™re also directly under the path of the endlessly circling helicopters

25.10.2025 02:46 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I joke about the terrible impact The Walking Dead has made on my sense of style, but then Norman Reedus spends half a season of Daryl Dixon wearing the near-black purple denim shirt I wore to Riot Fest

23.10.2025 19:02 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I have borrowed a lot of them to convert into mittens or fingerless gloves. Which are a bit more alpaca yarn friendly

21.10.2025 18:32 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I always wish I was a sock knitter, but Iโ€™m really damn autistic about socks in particular and also allergic to lanolin.

21.10.2025 17:34 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
@amagire@mastodon.social

elevated horror: what if you're grieving your loved one TOO MUCH? 
folk horror: what if a child's disability could EAT PEOPLE? 
supernatural horror: what if your childhood trauma could EAT PEOPLE? 
psychological horror: what if your adult trauma could EAT PEOPLE? 
body horror: what if your gender dysphoria could EAT PEOPLE? 
slasher horror: what if a random guy was trying to kill you, instead of a cop or your boyfriend?

@amagire@mastodon.social elevated horror: what if you're grieving your loved one TOO MUCH? folk horror: what if a child's disability could EAT PEOPLE? supernatural horror: what if your childhood trauma could EAT PEOPLE? psychological horror: what if your adult trauma could EAT PEOPLE? body horror: what if your gender dysphoria could EAT PEOPLE? slasher horror: what if a random guy was trying to kill you, instead of a cop or your boyfriend?

this one doin numbers on mastodon but bsky doesn't let me have enough characters

16.10.2025 22:30 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 6336    ๐Ÿ” 1853    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 44    ๐Ÿ“Œ 33

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