nilah 🩷✨ edbsky

anyways i'm fine lol, i've been like this sing I was like 11, this too shall pass or whatever the fuck

i rather be fully depressed and in my honeymoon phase cus i hate this i hate being fat i hate school i hate living i dont wanna do this anymore why am i stuck in this stupid stimulation

at least im not suicidal idk bro

hi i'm having a horrible day

not for me, i mean dating! hopefully that was obvious

did i just walk outside at 7pm to get my steps...? yes, yes i did

a woman with blonde hair is wearing a black shirt with a picture of a dog on it and is licking her lips . ALT: a woman with blonde hair is wearing a black shirt with a picture of a dog on it and is licking her lips .

i need badbunny + sabrina carpentar like now

at the same time i rather kms than eat soo

a man is sitting on the floor leaning against a wall with his legs crossed . ALT: a man is sitting on the floor leaning against a wall with his legs crossed .

i might have to pull a maintenance tdy and get my life in order bcs binge urges, emotional distress and anxiety with a dose of depression is not the fucking vibe and im not functioning

real, i talk n then regret it

13 posts abt me in 4 days from people who don't post but immature. alyuh i going crazy it making me wanna binge

i know!! but i've become so closed off and private so yk how it be

watching my "friends" isolate me has been shitty but i guess i lost some mean girls

the goal is being so busy studying theres just no time to even think abt food!

I've got to lose weight.

i haven't posted on like twt or other places in like years, what does one post fr

a young man with long black hair and earrings is wearing a denim shirt and a blue cardigan . ALT: a young man with long black hair and earrings is wearing a denim shirt and a blue cardigan .

organizing my life digitally but physically its a mess. one step at a time i guess?

gonna try to not eat until i drink my two liters of water unless i'm offered food but i love eggs...i want eggs

i hate twitter, i can't stand it

looking down at the scale after bingeing when i said I was gonna fast:
#edsky #caterpillarsky

Introoo!! 💌:

hi #edbsky
my name is nilah and i'm 19
i love cats, music, and whatever is my hyperfixation the moment.
ugw: 48kg/105lbs
dni if under 16 (sorry)

♡ / ↺ to be moots and take a flower 💗