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I dreamt it happened and I burst into song but it was a dream so it was like 3 different songs combined

I have dinner plans (breakfast) but I need a snack to drown out the feelings

He called Me and my first thought was wow I'm an asshole and not wow I'm so lucky he's thinking of me

My first thought was: how lucky he is to being going fast with pain killers and support of friends.

Which feels fucked up

No visitors tonight, being transferred tomorrow. Going to write a note to tell him how much he helped me just by being him.

fuck. One of my local friends that should be retired but still works hard went from 0 to 60 on a pancreatic cancer diagnosis. I'm scared but hope to visit with him

vs the vyepti wear off just felt like meds were "turning down the volume" but not fully stopping the attack.

interesting to me and like 5 other people:

my wear off period with vyepti was hell - I went form 8 migraine days in dec to 22 in jan. but i'm currently in my botox wear off period (and in fact a few days late due to scheduling) but i'm generally fine. had low pain/was able to treat and get relief

Typical Sunday scaries

I need to learn to 🤐 so I can 👀 on 💰 people

🤣🙏

Honey mustard, ketchup, and hot honey

Nuggies and tots

👏

Omg in bought these and they are HUGE 🤣 I have no idea how I will choke these down

I wonder how this will make Pilates feel tomorrow.

I lifted at my max because I'm a beast. I just did less reps

I'm at the gym (75% of the battle). I have water and headphones (another 10%). Now I just have to go stand near the weights... all the way over -->

I am ✌️ stoned to be in public

It's very hard to leave a cuddling Beavis 🥹

I will send you weed money if you need it ❤️

Mt man has a pickleball tournament today. I think I will go and just hang out at the gym, do the workout routine I haven't done in months but slow over 2 hours. like squats, spectate, rows, spectate, side butt, spectate.

Just for funsies my guts decided to do the opposite thing 🧱

Ooh I bet that lemon flavor was niiiice

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and realizations as we, healing mentally ill cptsd adult sisters, are coming to realize about our mom and glean (at least in my case) new glimmers of empathy and understanding.

Attempted to live transcribe it to my sister so we could a) compare notes on the unhinged things Stephanie casually reveals in conversation b) "gossip" by sharing the nice things mom said about the other that she would never say directly to either of us c) fill the other in on our latest insights

Just had the longest conversation with my mom (45 minutes) in years...ever?? Thinking about all you who have lost yours recently and how I'm really thankful I'm getting to know mine a little better while I can. All I had to do was accept "oh she IS totally nuts" not just stressed/depressed mom.

✅ spent time in nature
✅ate prime rib for dinner
✅ picked up ice cream and hot fudge for later

I decided to wait for mt man to get back from pickleball and hike with him, probably while on drugs.