Cowbo

This boy knows exactly how to ask :3

My body is in so much pain today, it even hurts to walk 😭😭😭

I slept all day and was going to continue sleeping but am trying not to 😭😭😭 i hope the issue with my med is solved soon. Life is more difficult without it

Sunrise before a storm

At the bottom of the photo is the dark silhouette of farmland and trees. On the horizon, the sky at sunrise is a bright pink and above that, the sky is a mix of pink, mauve and purple.

Sunrise, just minutes before a thunder storm started.
#BlueSkyArtShow #Vibrant #Photography
#EastCoastKin

but the low does only gave me two hours of sleep and now im tired and in a lot of pain but I can't fall back asleep cuz my brain is woke 😭

anyway - I LIVED, BITCHES

they want me to take the Narcolepsy med ONCE at a low dose for the two nights before my sleep lab. whydaheck they want that?

THE UPDATE IS HERE!

Effective immediately (since May 9th) I am to stop taking my Narcolepsy meds and am to go on medical leave.

I can share more details the next time I stream. I don't know when that will be because it's hard to tell if in the future I'll get a sleep attack or if I'll be awake

Why I actually post about my chronic illness to be an advocate for myself and others, to educate and raise awareness, to support and inspire others, to help process my emotions, to vent without judgment, to learn from others in my community, to connect with people like me, to give back to my community, to share my knowledge and experiences to build a community of support, to fight stigma around of chronic illness/caused disability, to improve my own mental health @fourmorespoons

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#disability #chronicillness #chronicallyill #spoonie

Cowbo's experience: #Narcolepsy #MCAS #POTS #GERD #IBS #Asthma

I gotta ask my audience this because I know a lot of you either watch or are a #vtuberswithdisibilities like me

I have not read any books about chronic illness yet, so I'd love to hear yall's recs too! Please help make a list by replying to and/or re-posting the original post to your audience 🖤

Tldr: Idk when I can stream. It all depends on when I hear back from my health providers. It all depends on if I do or don't take my medicine. It all depends on if I wake up. I hate this. I hope y'all will stick with me through this rough time 🖤

I'm in a tough spot now because I need to be able to function and do my job but I also do not like that im risking my life each night because I can't wake up once I take the medicine even if I can't breathe. I don't get unlimited PTO. I need money so I need to work. This predicament sucks.

Bad news is that now when I take them, I'm risking my life each time because I can't breathe at night. This only started happening after that week I had dealt with an asthma attack. I did not have this issue prior to that event.

Good news is that I had got the narcolepsy meds finally. Taking the meds helps me function during the day. It lets me do my job, stream, do chores, run errands, be coherent, be awake.

So bad news/good news (in case you missed the news during stream) :

(Just be warned I'll probs suck and be low energy cuz I've gotten no good restful sleep and I may or may not doze off during the stream but I will try my damn hardest to stay awake)

ok chat, I still got no narcolepsy meds and can barely function - but I'm determined to stream this because there's no restrictions and it's limited access. I got access to the ARC Raiders Tech Test and am happy to stream that to yall!

I wont be able to stream untill I have narcolepsy meds again 😞

OMG, I got streamer bot working on my linux device! I was thinking I would never get it working, I'm so happy 😭

Chat, wtf

Sorry I been silent for a while
I'll share this on twitch stories too
My asthma has come back and has made it very difficult to talk without getting a coughing fit. I'm trying to get it under control before streaming again. I hope that comes soon

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I've been away for a little over a week. I'm cookin up stuff, chat. Changes are coming. I'll be back soon ™️

if you hold an ear up to your ear you can hear the screams of the guy whose ear you stole

hey i need a favor can you drop some cinder blocks on my head real quick

Sorry chat, I ran out of my narcolepsy meds and now narcolepsy has been kicking my ass all day 😞 wont be able to stream like I wanted to

I think tomorrow ill stream the extras from Dialtown and we can try to get all the achievements 📞