Keeva (Kway-va)

No, I want to rip someones face off with my teeth. Very similar feelings. Easy to confuse them.

I want to fistfight God.

Irish literature is taking over the world.

I biked 50 miles over two days. I haven't biked this much in aaaaages. My body is soooore.

It seems we are in a position where we are told we need to suppress our own needs to present a united front by a people we can hope will stand in solidarity with us and protect us, but whom we know at best undervalue and at worse hate us. What do we do when our allies likely won’t treat us as human?

I’m trying to figure out the balance between practicing queer solidarity coming together to fight and increasingly hostile world, with continuing to try and address how few queer people are actually meaningfully the allies of trans femmes and effect some change on that front

JUST IN: H5N1 bird flu now confirmed to spread between dairy cows through milk.

Infected milk was found weeks before symptoms, and raw milk killed cats.

If you’re still underestimating this, you’re not paying attention.

The Star Wars Prequel trilogy but instead of being about the shitlib special forces space knights and their slave army, its about a bunch of leftists on Couruscant shouting about the rise of fascism for three straight movies into the void before they all get marched off to Imperial prison.

Apparently this is the kind of aggressively sincere energy that I give off.

Pandemics do not begin with official announcements.

They start with quiet deletions, missing reports, and assurances that there is "no cause for concern."

Pay attention.

My reaction to all of the *what the fuck* going on right now has been to be incredibly silly and whimsical while making a ton of time for friendship.
I think that these are healthy coping mechanisms at least lol

And quite fucking frankly, fuck my mother for continually gaslighting me out of validating those experiences.

Don't even get me started on the fucked up shit the caregivers at the grouphomes did. I spent 7 years incarcerated. I'm still uncovering the memories from that shit.
And no goddamned fucking wonder I've found myself in so many abusive or one sided relationships over the last 5 years I've been free.

Like that one time a female teacher sat on me in a bathroom stall as a part of a "Behavioral plan" to help me conform better and ignore the rediculous amount of pain the education system put me in.

Being conditioned by society into normalizing people violating your bodily autonomy is the kind of shit that will fuck a girl up for life.

Anyways, I know this is small potatoes stuff in the face of what the state is doing to us but like... I still want to be able to acknowledge how fucked up all of those things were.

Also just thinking about how fucked up all of this AI shit is for the environment.

The post directly below this in my mutuals feed was from a girl named Hazel.

Alt text: Blue flyer with a white border and black text. Snow & freezing temps are expected to continue this upcoming week & once again there are no county warming shelters opening. The Sweaty Butt Cracks are out of the funds we need to get our most vulnerable houseless community members safe in warm hotel rooms. Please help us keep folks alive by donating or boosting 💗 Venmo @sweatybuttcrackpdx CA $sweatybuttcrackpdx or $ACABCritter We will be updating the community on how well the last round of fund raising went & how many humans & pets you helped keep warm!

URGENT: Help Get Our Homeless Neighbors Inside!

The forecast is calling for freezing temperatures and snow… our local cold weather shelters will not be open unless the temp reaches 25°.

Please donate if you are able and share share share!!!!!

Rudy got a new hat.

Awoooooooooooooooot the fuck is going on in the world right now haha

We must give people dreams instead of just resistance. Resistance is a survival state. Dreams are aspirational and that motivation drives revolution; they are the fuel for the amazing potential we all have to build a world that doesn't require you to survive, but rather to thrive!

Awoooooooooooooooooo

That sounds ideal. Let's do this.

I'm very blessed to be able to move through the world the way I do but I can't help but mourn the little girl who was so excited to go to school and learn how to contribute to society. Too damn bad our society tried to cull my soul instead of nurture it.

I spent most of the last 15 years either being abused, dealing with housing insecurity, or recovering from being abused and dealing with housing insecurity. Most people are recovering from similar things and yet they are continually subjected to this chronic dissociation from their own hearts.

One of the weird things about not having a job is that I get to watch my friends experience and react to the horrors of having to overwork themselves to survive every day. It's so wild to me how fast people move through the world. There's so little room to breathe, it leaves me with such a sadness.

Okay, I'll say it. The energy in the air right now is fucking weird. Everyone is going through such interesting little motions and I'm excited to see where we all end up.

Awoooooooo! I said, I said, I said, awooooooooooo ✨

Anyways, AWOOOOOOOOO F-Slurs. Good morning 🌬️💕