I'm Elle

I forgot I have my book chapter I should work on but 😭 tbh I'm TIRED !!

Finished all my work for today already and the other finals I have I'm waiting on feedback first so time to watch boruto and relax for the first time this month

Happy Sagittarius season 🥲

My partners school advertises they have free therapy for students but I guess he used up all his credits already 😭 wtf?! He's gonna ask for more credits because it's not like the people making him mentally ill are using theirs!!!!

I let Earl use the last of the lunch meat for his sandwich and we walk into the kitchen and the cats busted into the sandwich bag and was eating it 😭

It's still crazy to me I got wait listed by Iowa over someone who had 7 pubs and to no surprise that person chose an ivy League to do their PhD at lmfao 😭 and so neither of us chose I O W A.

Anyways I updated my cv with my third pub and now I'm working on my fourth!!

Is it not Saturday? Why am I getting emails?

$8 for bienenstitch 🫩 I'll just make it at home

Feeling sad today because all semester I feel like the only times people have reached out to me is to ask for my help but nobody asks how I am doing and I'm just tired and this is the first time in my life that I just stopped responding to emails and chats because I literally don't have the capacity

Today has been deeply upsetting

Why is my paycheck late 😭

Being a communication scholar sometimes means you have philosophical differences with your therapist 😭 because they're trained in the land of cognition and can give me insight on what's happening in my brain but I have a wealth of knowledge on how that translates to actions and language 🥲

I feel so much rage today!!!!!

Spent $200 at the grocery store but I bought fancy cheeses and semi healthy food so we're doing okay

Good luck to everyone going to NCA this month with all the flights cancellations 😭 I really hope no one gets trapped across the country.

Very tempted to finally buy the new moon colourpop palette 🥲 now that I have extra moneyyyy. Tbh the Edward palette is breaking apart really badly like the black is completely falling out but I really like the other colors. I also have a ton of red eyeshadow already so idk!! I just want the package

Not doing shit in between therapy and my work meeting at 12 because I feel like ass from therapy and I want to wallow for a little bit

Also it's Nov 1 and I already spent 1500 on rent, cc bill, and cat food for the entire month 🙃 smdh

Going to the dentist today sounds like such a freaking pain lol

Accidently slept in today but still making it on time 😩 the grind never stops got a lock in today

Spending an hour and a half in nature today helped a lot. I'm still in a bad mood but I feel less overwhelmed

Saw my towns local cyber truck at the O'Reilly's today on a lift 😭 it went mudding and completely jacked up the alignment

Im so tired but I have to do my art project and continue cleaning bc my friend is coming over today to mLe focaccia

Zero sugar blackberry DOCTOR PEPPER

Trying to write a proposal for a final paper and my brain feels like mush.

Dirty chai with marshmallow whipped cream and mini marshmallows on top 🤧 now it's time to bust out some homework

Car still isn't fixed yet bc we don't have a resonator arghhhh

Love how you just can't use Amazon anymore when you buy a new phone because it's impossible to update the authentication device

Idk if it's unprofessional to wear my house robe in zoom meetings but grad school turned me into someone who doesn't care

Why do 100 year old houses hold everything but heat 😭 it will be 55° inside even when it's 70 outside lmfao but only in the fall not the summer when you want it to be cold