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Getting high and eating gumbo

I asked for someone to talk to because of distress, no one replied. I decided to drink away emotions. Now my friend group decided without talking to me that they'd take my mod away for mental health reasons.. I don't know if I'm reacting poorly by thinking this is fucked up? no one even spoke to me

If it melts into liquid one would just drink some water and purge until the chocolate-ness is gone. Not difficult actually.

Please never purge, it's not worth it, it's addictive and is very very dangerous medically!

It could be something else but in my experience, check your iron levels and hydration [including electrolytes to hold the water], those have impacted my period symptoms the most.

It messes with a lot of things, I don't think you should take it. It's not worth the costs of abusing it or taking it too regularly.

Just relapsed into purging :(

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You can actually develop lactose intolerance and potentially even a dairy allergy, I've an allergy develop slowly and it turned into intolerance after 2 years. Some dairy products contain more lactose then others so I'd experiment.

Just as I was feeling like complete shit my supplements arrived, like it's gonna be okay.

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Going to aim for normalized eating for a few days and then restrict, since I've been in a restrict-binge cycle.

I feel like my body and mind just need rest

I hope things get better for you but right now I feel the same. Hold on please 🖤

Beautiful, I love black and red

I'm saying this as a very honest person, prefacing so you know I'm not being sarcastic like some do. You have small hands and their very aesthetically pleasing to me.

Sorry if this is phrased weird, it's 2am

Stay safe pls

I don't know what I'm doing anymore, I just got to keep going

I can't believe it's been 3 months.. I'm probably back.

Good morning. A trick I was taught that sometimes works is to start voicing names until you find which one/ones feel right

This might not be at all related but I have a similar issue, have you ever looked into "Fawning behaviour"?, it's the little known sibling to fight, flight, freeze.

Slow progress is better than no progress 🤞

If you're using all the same measurements and water temperature it could be the mineral content in your water changed or your taste buds adapted to dull the flavour. I've had to cycle between different coffees and creamers because of both.

I read Wintergirls and the ending felt rushed, it didn't make me feel encouraged to recover since the book spent a lot of time focusing on the suffering aspects, calorie counting, food avoidance and only a few pages of recovery in comparison. I think it had the opposite of the intended effect for me

I've had my intake all wrong.. no wonder I wasn't losing :/

I can't get warm this morning

It's easy to feel like you're not good enough in many ways but it isn't a competition or in any way compared. I also love your aesthetic and find your vibe lovely.

"comparison is the thief of joy", we're all here for belonging and I often have to remind myself it isn't because we are skinny, pretty, likeable, it's because we're all struggling with roughly the same thing. If it helps I don't view myself as any of those things either, surprised people follow me

Romanticization is harmful for others to see since it might encourage their ed but on a personal level it makes it easier to deal with the symptoms, negative thoughts, general hell. It's hard not to want to share what's helping and easy to over look that it can bring harm.

Natural Laxatives I've tried that work:

Magnesium Citrate - I take a mixed magnesium supplement
Turmeric - as a supplement, takes a lot to work otherwise
Peppermint tea - not laxative but a digestive relaxer 👍
Fennel tea - works best night before
listed most to least effective, stay safe

Does anyone else have ed thoughts that kind of seem like another person talking to you?, mine this morning was "A moment on the lips is a lifetime on the hips, you should remember that."

At family's place so I'm hoping to get two walks in while I'm here. It's nice to be out of the city