sylvie ⋆˚꩜｡

woke up with a sore throat this morning so i guess i am sick, bf is sick too

i feel sick but i don’t have any physical symptoms besides feeling fuzzy and being slightly nauseous

i’m still on my parents insurance, i could just make an appointment anyway, but i don’t want to go against what my mom says

thank you <3

i’m really scared my boyfriend is going to break up with me again, he’s been really distant all day

nevermind my mom said i don’t need another evaluation :(

i planned out the order of what i’m going to talk about. maybe it’s all just anxiety IDK

i’m going to go back to the psychologist because my heart and gut are telling me there’s something else going on with me

i got a lot of work done yesterday but of course i lost all motivation today :/

this is a sign that everything is going to be okay

happy birthday!!!

i overate yesterday but it’s okay. i had avocado toast for breakfast this morning yum

i love my boyfriend more than anything and i know we’re going to get through this

i think my boyfriend has ocd, i want to help but i’m so fucking sick of him talking about my ex boyfriends’ d1cks ten times a day. i just don’t know what to do, he’s going to see a therapist but i can’t take this anymore.

yes it is related to what i was talking about the other day :( i’m worried because his obsession just seems to be getting worse

my boyfriend just admitted he read through my ENTIRE text messages with my ex what the fuck

he says all he wants is for me to tell him the truth but i’m telling everything i remember i don’t know what i can even do

i’m terrified he’s going to break up with me again. i don’t know how to help him feel better, there’s nothing i can do .

this essay i have to write for british lit is stressing me out so much and i just physically can’t get myself to work on it

i’m officially out of bmi 20 yay!

2.6/8.5 down

everything is going to be okay! 🤍🤍🤍

he broke up with me because his obsession got so bad and i’m terrified he’s going to leave me again

i maintained all week :/

thank you, that was helpful to hear <3

we got into an argument over this :/ he is convinced i’m lying to him and he made me doubt my memory so much that now i’m scared he’s not actually the biggest and i’ve been lying

my goal is to lose at least 8.5 pounds by my birthday.

how did your boyfriend get over it? did it just take time?

nsfw

he was a v1rg1n when we met and i wasn’t. he’s obsessed with having been the biggest i’ve had, and he actually is, but he doesn’t believe me when i tell him idk what to do

my boyfriend has been obsessing over my s3xu4l history for our entire relationship and i just don’t know what to even do anymore. it makes me feel so guilty and disgusted by myself for my past.