yves

I'm struggling bad this past couple of days, just slept for what, 14 hours ig

i hope your bday treats you kindly! I'm glad you're here 🎉

i need to pause alcohol for a bit, it's leaving me exhausted all of the time

om4d is b33r agaaain

been prescribed 2 different opi0ids at once in a country where i haven't been prescribed it ever, even after 2 surgeries and chronic migraines, wow, they prolly think i'm really messed up this time

the thinner i look the more i hate it proportionwise?? is this a case of it gets worse before getting better kind of thing? when i hit my lw i looked like a raisin

can't relate to forgetting to drink water, my opposite problem is actually having to pee all the time :'')

missing some 🍄 time

pls take care 🫂

i hope you feel better soon, I'm so sorry :((

running late to my physiatrist appointment, good morning ✨✨

i hate therapy days <//3 my current therapist is so fucking mean but i kind of agree with most things he says and i want to push myself through the criticism bc all my previous therapists coddled me and walked on eggshells but damn he's mean

I've spent so much money on beverages this past week omg, my mood is on the floor

queria tanto, não sei achar pra comprar :')

tryna be social

ive been in bed all day except to care for the dog and the cats, don't know why i am this tired and sad but my bet is on drinking for many nights in a row

thank you fawn 🫂

good morning you beautiful people ✨ i'll be spending some time with friends today playing boardgames while sober, i'm a bit nervous about it, wish me luck

ordered sushi, ain't proud <//3

i hate the smell of bl**d and everything that smells similar with a passion

bought some veggies, am thrilled to have soup

our brains can be so mean like wth

i messed up big time yesterday :'') don't beat yourself over the struggles, it's really instinctually hard 🫂

they absolutely cannot, the drill is so fucking loud

I'm sure you're not 🫂

hope no one can hear my stomach throwing a tantrum

damn i'm tired, home renovations is a very adult thing to manage and i feel like a toddler

I'll just tidy up the place before dawn to clear up my mind

I don't even think my meds are off, it's just too many things to do and I was just reminded of a friend's hangout on Saturday I promised to attend... sigh