Lune

i know i could've waited for the scar to heal some more but i didn't to loose any more of my bouldering habits

first time doing back bouldering with friends and that one scar hasn't healed properly and i have to way of hiding it without putting more obvious attention to it so i guess i'll delulu my way into "they won't notice" lol

I LOVE TINY PICKLES!!!

oooh never heard of gherkins what are they??

ooooh yeah i always forget about rice cakes!!!

what's yall fac/best l0w c@l snacks ??

i still have no idea what i w3igh im to scared to see the number but that means i have no idea if my 0mading is working or not lol

the bloating is so bad today omg

basically the opposite of her

tired frustrated stressed out and sad

well with that extra vet bill imma really need to 0mad for the next month or two (or three lol)

all i want to eat is fries it's the only food that my brain is accepting lately wth

not my roommate sending me a "funny" video of themself bodychecking and telling me "tw i need to eat" like it's a joke 💀💀💀

i need to stop myself from snacking this is fuckn insane

im so tired

lmaaoo he's so dumb he might as well

i made myself a nice chicken bouillon soup with those instant packet i was looking forward to drinking it
roommate's cat tried to steal it and exploded my mug all over my bedroom 🥲 well here goes my dinner

i love my job and wouldn't trade it for anything but god i miss how physical my old job was, i would gain muscles so easily
also because it was a bad place it helped with focussing on not 3ating

i wish i could get back into my old habits i miss eating less and feeling tiny

#edsky #caterpillarsky #edtwt

didn't think 2026 would start with me falling back into s/h oh well

i hate the feeling of having food in my stomach but also i cannot function and i go feral if i don't like im just stuck there

i'm so tired i'm exhausted of having a body istg i don't want it i want out please make it stop

every time i start drifting back into my 3d i can see everything i eat go in those giant tubes they used in superf@at vs supersk!nny

i literally cannot escape this

i have this weird sensory overload of feeling my own skin and body and the only way to calm it is by l0sing w3ight 💀

im not doing great uh

hi again i guess i've been away trying to survive

that feeling when you know it's getting really dark and bad again but you can't do anything