im not doing great uh
22.09.2025 17:15 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0@moonhalfempty.bsky.social
28 | tired of existing in this body | they/them | endless pit of ED and sometimes random vent -21 DNIπ« β’ hw : 91kg β’ ugw : 50kg β’ cw : 57
im not doing great uh
22.09.2025 17:15 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0hi again i guess i've been away trying to survive
22.09.2025 17:14 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0that feeling when you know it's getting really dark and bad again but you can't do anything
22.09.2025 17:14 β π 3 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0dissociating hard rn
20.07.2025 17:19 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0guess it's a c0ld m3d n straight to sleep kinda night again
14.07.2025 17:42 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0weighed myself and had a jumpscare π¬π¬π¬
14.07.2025 17:41 β π 5 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0feeling extremely weak today ugh
13.07.2025 15:41 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0i want to go buy some snacks but i shouldn't π§
09.07.2025 14:37 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0back to losing heyooo
09.07.2025 06:17 β π 3 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0frfr!! i've never got to finish it myself but watched gameplay it was too much for me π
yes it is!
i can smell good food in my neighbourhood this is torture
07.07.2025 19:43 β π 4 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0it's a really really good platformer (also such an amazing cultural appreciation of iranian culture)
Ori is a great game but hard to learn and at times frustrating af imo!
atm i've been playing Prince of Persia the lost crown non stop!! it's so so good
what about you?
you're alright..?
07.07.2025 19:37 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0enough with this awful awful day i need to be numb and asleep time for some c0ld mβ¬d
07.07.2025 19:36 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0meeeee π
07.07.2025 19:36 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0i can't live the house when he's here anyway since he can't be trusted so that's stop the stupid spending on snacks too lol
07.07.2025 14:41 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0counting on crazy toxic ex being back in cohabitation to cut back my hunger lol at least he's useful for ONE thing in his goddamn life
07.07.2025 13:36 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0im not hungry but i wanna eat please help π
01.07.2025 18:28 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0i truly don't mind skipping dinner every night except for the BOREDOM like it's too early to go to sleep
25.06.2025 17:08 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0im obsessing over having a snack but my brain is seeking a very specific texture but idk which one so im obsessively tempted to eat pretty much anything around the house until finding the right thing πππ
22.06.2025 19:15 β π 4 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0me everyday
20.06.2025 20:11 β π 3 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0i was worried because i ate a lot of crap last weekend
checked my we!ght
1.1kg down π
great right when summer starts and can't cover most of my body without dying
12.06.2025 19:12 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0i didn't think i'd go back to sh in 2025
12.06.2025 19:11 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 1 π 058.8 β¨π π β¨β¨β¨
25.05.2025 17:19 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0i'm trying my best not to give in and open this bag of chips i have
i WON'T eat them until im lower than 59kg
the pathetic excuse of an ex i have went from "no pls don't leave me i'll kms i didn't mean to cheat on you"
to literally going on a s3x date
took him 10 days lol
lunch is just a waste of time and dinner is just an invitation for over eating and snacking
23.05.2025 19:05 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0