Luna the autistic bog witch

I relate to this so much

And I've got an electrician coming round today that I forgot about and the flat is, well you can tell I'm extremely depressed by looking at it, not just the usual adhd mess, and I have half an hour to try and make it look less bad wish me luck 💀💀💀😭😭😭😭😭🫠😂😂

Soooooo I took one quarter of a tibolone the other day, intending on temporarily taking a low dose each day so I might get some sleep, and it turned out to be a daft idea and I'm still recovering from the weekend long meltdown & shutdown 🫠 it basically triggered pmdd in a bad way and yeah

Aww thankyouu 💓

The endo nurse said I have no other choice than tibolone, which I'm not sure is true, I know hrt is more complicated for endo patients but there's so many different kinds of hrt and I just want to try something body identical cause I have pmdd as well (which they know) tbh I'm so nervous

I think in the appt I'll be talking about whether to have another decapeptyl injection, and eventual hysterectomy. Atm I don't feel mentally equipped to make those decisions as I don't trust my brain, its too foggy and I'm always changing my mind atm, I hope the gynecologist is helpful

Going through bad times atm which is why I'm not posting much. Had to come off my hrt because this type (tibolone) made me scarily depressed, but without it I can't sleep, and the no sleep is making me ill. Just trying to hold on till my next gynecologist appointment (in just over a week)

I invested in a small "open wardrobe" to try and tackle the floordrobe situation and, the open wardrobe is now just under a giant heap of clothes and there are still clothes on the floor 🫠

I hope you feel better soon 💗

Also, "many autistic people have what are called 'spiky profiles,' which means the same person can have both pronounced abilities & disabilities—whether or not they require full-time support. Autistic people can also have high within-person variability," depending on environment.

I technically don't own this watch yet I'm paying monthly for it but yeah. (I feel guilt for having nice things, which is a me problem) It's proving very useful so far though, and it's confirmed what I'd suspected about chem menopause stopping me from sleeping, I'm waking up 50 times a night atm!

Picture of a garmin watch with the text on it's screen reading "Today has been stressful. On days like this, try to take relaxation breaks and make time for some physical activity. You can focus now on winding down before bedtime to help improve your sleep quality."

Guys this is my emotional support watch haha

A black and white cat asleep in a wooden tray that fits her perfectly. She’s on a teal coloured heat mat.

I wish I had a heated bed.

New research study📣 We’re looking for autistic and non-autistic adults (over 18 years old) from any country to complete an anonymous 15–30-minute survey about loneliness and wellbeing: redcap.link/AspectWellbeing #loneliness #mentalhealth #autism

On “unconditional love” Excerpt from The Drama of the Gifted Child by Alice Miller, pgs 44-5 Tw: painful truths, toxic relationship This is the most difficult lesson that I ever had to learn; unconditional love is one of t...

On surviving a childhood without unconditional love, & learning to thrive: "It has been several years & I can talk about my feelings without shame. If anyone else ever felt similarly, they deserve to know that they are not alone, & to express their thoughts without judgment." From Autistic Flapper.

Jim explains meme panel (1): ADHDers often start projects ... Jim explains meme panel (2): this is blank.

#ADHD

I can taste this picture

Watching Quinni in Heartbreak High is making me have so many emotions and is like an antidote to the shame I feel internally for my autistic traits that I spent most of my life being punished for. Good autistic representation is so important and I'm crying it's so overwhelming ❤️‍🩹😭

Exactly this, it's impossible 😭

Endometriosis Website I was reading today on how to deal with hot flashes from chemical menopause: "try opening your freezer and putting your head in" 💀💀💀

I got myself a shower chair, should have got one years ago. I've just used it for the first time, felt like I was at a spa or something (there's no bath in my flat I rent) , and I didn't feel light headed and like I need to rush everything like I usually do. It's like a little bench I really like it

feel like most things should have an artist in residence - national parks, the dump, the transit system, every shopping center and parking garage, my apartment alley

Nope it was sainsburys not tescos, sorry guys I'm pleading with my brain to allow me a coherent sentence I'm doing my best 😭😂 anyway hope everyone is having a good day 💗💓

Positive things today, saw a Halloween dragon skull in tesco, wanted it & saw some great Halloween stuff in general. Had a mini goth day trip, was fun. The "spider skeletons" are hilarious, they have ribcages for backs and human finger bones for legs?😂 haha the dragon skull is more true to life obvs

Ahhh that face when you got charged £70 in credit card interest cause you didn't properly understand the rules when your credit limit got increased and your ADHD spent a bit more than intended cause the usual budget marker isn't there anymore hahahaha funnnn 😭😭🫠

Oooh the colours 😍

Tysm💗 yeah its not fun, hoping tomorrow is less bad

I feel like they wouldn't be so happy if I talked down to them and assumed they were teenagers, and found a way to bring it up even though it's irrelevant. I'm like dude I'm just trying to buy something and go home can I not have your comments on how I look please I'm not a Facebook post

(This isn't me trying to indirectly tell everyone I look young btw I have no interest in that, personally I think I look very tired (i am very tired), but my EDS skin and brightly coloured hair confuses some people who assume that goths stop dying their hair once they're past 25) 💀lmaoo

Ohh this is very relatable, I hadn't put it into words yet but this makes so much sense