Lauren 🌸

I do. Life is shit. Services are shit.
Honestly given up trying to fight with them/for help. Probably better off alone.

No I can understand that, and I respect your decision and boundaries. This wasn’t a request for you to unblock.
I genuinely wish you well x

I’m genuinely sorry you’re going through this Caroline.
No one deserves to be bullied, for anything. Especially with how they coped with such horrific events.
I know you blocked me on X, but I do care. And I’m sorry it’s so hard at the moment x

I know you blocked me on there.
But I’ve reported.

This isn’t cool.
Whatever the story, 2 wrongs don’t make a right.

🥰

So there’s this cute trend to get cute Christmassy dog photos….

Portrait mode didn’t work. Then my camera froze on normal mode and I missed it all!! Annnnnnd now we’ve run out of wrapping paper 🤦🏼‍♀️ but he enjoyed it!!! 🤣

Did some drawings to try and express how I feel… 🎨

Imma explode.

Was Heartlands, but not there for me.

And again today?!

Mate, it makes me cry before I’ve even got where I need to go!!! (And not in a good way) 🤯

@uhbtrust.bsky.social

Carol singers in hospitals really boil my piss.

‘It’s the most wonderful time of the year’

IS IT? Is it FUCK. Read the room.

Some things not to comment on this Christmas:

- someone’s weight
- someone’s size
- how much they are eating
- how little they are eating
- the speed they are eating
- the type of foods they are eating
- the times they are eating
- your post Christmas diet
- how fat you feel

My mother, ladies and gentlemen… what an absolute QUEEN, defending her palace!! 👑👑👑

Me: can I get some help for my mental health please ☺️
NHS: oops no therapy, only TIPP skill to get through this bit
Me: ok thanks, I’ve tried it but I think I need talking therapy
NHS: DISTRACTION TECHNIQUES!!!!!! To get through this bit
Me: ok all I now do is distract myself from my thoughts and

First Enhanced PD Pathways assessment session tomorrow, I’d be fully lying if I said I wasn’t pinning all of my hopes on it.

At this point, there’s literally nothing else 🤷‍♀️

Not quite the Paddington vibe I was going for….(‘Paddington doesn’t wear a beret mummy!!’)

… but this gave me the best laugh I’ve had in ages!!! Bless him 🤣🤣

So today I met my new cpn.

My 7th in less than 2 years.

She was 30mins late.

Then tells me her contract runs out in FEBRUARY.

Htt are discharging me to her on Friday as apparently I’ve got her I’m fine.

I genuinely want to give up.

🫥

I’m 100% turning into a stereotypical ‘Karen’ but I feel all of these complaints I’ve made recently have been very valid.

They didn’t call back at all.

Just like Sunday, when I called in similar circumstances and no one called me back.

I’m so angry. They’re always telling me to reach out, why exactly???

Is 2 hours reasonable to have still not heard back from the crisis team, after calling them in tears?

I genuinely don’t know anymore 🤷‍♀️

Now my love is Bailey, who I’m aware isn’t a cat… but just look 😍

This is Cobweb, but he’s not longer with us 🥺
He was a feral, crazy kitten and I was a feral, mentally unwell 16 year old. We tamed each other 🥹🧡

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Omg I love it🤣

I decided to write back to my MP, because his response was unacceptable;

He could have just sent me this.

Tell me you didn’t read my email, without telling me you didn’t read my email….

🖕🏻

So after my very emotive 8000 character email to my MP, I’ve had 2 page letter back…

Absolutely nothing relating to me, full of bullshit sound bites.

- This is what we (he’s conservative) did… ok so it didn’t work?
- This is what we planned, poor us we couldn’t do it.
- This is what labour plan.