worf's fuckass bob

by which i mean it's a silly tng ep day and not a serious ds9 day. which is good in a way i guess but also is because if i think about politics i am going to lie cheat and bribe men to cover the crimes of other men

they def changed notification settings, i keep getting totally random alerts

it's not even an in the pale moonlight kind of day. it's a darmok day.

& because of cfs i can't really do any strengthening or conditioning exercises without suffering even worse consequences so. yay for breaking my body for $11/hour

as in, i have a huge patch of my upper/mid back that's just numb 75% of the time and very painful the other 25%. also i was not hired to do prep. i got pushed onto it one day bc people were at church for easter and then just got stuck there.

every job i've ever had has had permanent impacts on me but the emotional and mental toll from being an Essential Worker in 2020-22 is actually pretty insignificant compared to the nerve damage i sustained in 2018 from working at panera at a prep table that was 8 inches shorter than osha recommends

i don't want to work, I want to binge house md* and play pokémon**

*i can only watch 2-3 episodes of any given show in a row
**i am limiting myself to 30 min a day til after my next jewelry market

i'm glad this popped up on my feed-- not only did i need to hear it, but i checked out your profile and your paintings are really incredible

incel superman............

just saw a news article titled "all lupus cases may be linked to This Common Virus" and i knew it was EBV/mono before clicking bc it also causes MS and also ruined my life 🫰

had to say no to someone at work and even though i was just the messenger i am having a panic attack :)

i need to eat lunch but my heartburn is awful and eating bland food pisses me off tbh

the thermostat at the bank was set to 77 degrees and then they took 15 minutes to deposit the check i had to bring to make sure my coworkers and i can get paid next week

me: arrives home at 1:40 to finish the work day after running work errands
the devil on my shoulder trying to convince me it's time to crack open a cold one: 😈

my favorite prevention tip listed on heartburn meds is "if overweight, lose weight." like shit man i didn't realize it was that simple

dove, a white and gray kitten, cuddling with carmine, an adult black cat, who has his paw around her shoulder and is licking her head

dove and carmine cheek to cheek

they love each other and i love them!!!

so putting our heat above 64 degrees results in a strong burning smell. cool

i know i say this once a week but i'm so tired of being so fucking tired all the time jesus christ. i have to cancel my only regular social commitment this week bc i am just so dead fucking exhausted

so tired i have done literally nothing for the past 5 hours at work. the biggest issue is coming up with what to put on my timesheet but at least my wife drove me in/is going to pick me up today so i don't have to worry about driving home while half passed out

and don't get me started on if there's any extra noise.... maintenance, the fuckass volunteer who brings her baby, a guy outside Right Now who has been yell-singing for 30 minutes. but adding my own noise via headphones makes the fatigue worse

every day by 10AM i'm so exhausted that just breathing is difficult. by 2PM i'm completely drained and i have to zone out and do extremely minimal work (like answering a single email) for the next 3 hours just so i can drive home safely

working full time is literally going to kill me but i can't afford to work less haha cool excellent neat i love it

got stuck behind a cyclist going down MLK at 12mph (speed limit is 35, it wasn't safe to get over bc everyone else was going the fucking speed limit) yesterday and managed to not flip out (please clap) but when a Tesla cut me off and threw trash out the window i became fully homicidal

my dr had no business putting me on abilify without trying a single antidepressant other than the one i've been on for 13 years but now i'm stuck on abilify forever 🙂

tmi but it's that time of year where i dread pissing at work bc there's zero heat in the bathroom and the toilet seat is ice cold

like i'm still gonna do it. but jesus fucking christ.

trying to switch from spotify to qobuz but it's literally the worst fucking UI i've ever used

netflix's R rating for 50 shades of grey says it has "strong sexual content including dialogue, some unusual behavior, and graphic nudity" and something about Some Unusual Behavior has me cracking the fuck up

shinji ikari chair meme. a boy sitting hunched over in despair in a folding chair.

just remembered that it's only fucking monday

the only good thing about the coffee shop i used to work at is that a large iced latte came with 5 shots of espresso in it