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Vanyel

@subservientashes.bsky.social

was vent user subservientashes, 2017 - 2024 ◇ nonbinary, transmasc inter-dimensional alien creature they/them, 22 y/o, autism + adhd victim ◇ Kins: • Vanyel Ashkevron (past life, selfhood) • Saeran Choi (past life) • Rantaro Amami

169 Followers  |  155 Following  |  1,407 Posts  |  Joined: 08.11.2024  |  2.1854

Latest posts by subservientashes.bsky.social on Bluesky

also sorry for the cringe posting ive never had self esteem before

08.08.2025 14:47 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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WAIT I'm actually getting kind of buff and sexy ,,,,,

sorry for the cis man pose I am ashamed

08.08.2025 14:47 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

ah, everything is good in the world 😇✨️ (went home and jerked off)

08.08.2025 12:46 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

hell yeah thank you !!!

08.08.2025 12:45 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

thank you 😭 they are!

08.08.2025 02:48 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

hehe I did scary adult things today and renewed my tags and license ,,, pls be proud

07.08.2025 15:44 — 👍 4    🔁 0    💬 2    📌 0

okay I kind of know why but I'm ignoring it

07.08.2025 11:38 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

hell yeah!!!

07.08.2025 11:37 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

ugh , anxiety bad today , no clue why

07.08.2025 09:41 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
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some recent Vanyel drawings I did that I liked :) not canon Vanyel, more like a headcanon I use for more modern settings

#vanyelashkevron #lastheraldmage

05.08.2025 13:03 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

some guy today asked why my voice was so deep and said I sounded like darth vader 😭😭 i dont know whether to be embarassed or flattered lmao

05.08.2025 12:20 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

holy shit you guys love autism war

05.08.2025 12:19 — 👍 5    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I LOVE MANTISES ❤️💞❤️💞❤️💞❤️💞❤️💞❤️💞💞❤️💞❤️❤️💞❤️💞

04.08.2025 11:35 — 👍 1    🔁 1    💬 0    📌 0
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sobbing at this. I love it so much thank you for making art of these two hhfbfhdhhddb

02.08.2025 06:51 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

forgot to reply 😭😭

but yeah!! I'm nb too! the goal is to look like an androgynous cis guy,, i want to be seen as neither gender but that's not going to happen so im just doing what I want 😎 making myself happy!

02.08.2025 06:50 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I do!! I've been playing around with my physical presentation, leaning more masc lately so have asked myself if I'm actually a transguy.

definitely not though. I'm still very much ... no gender. it's an odd thing to explain to someone who hasn't felt it

02.08.2025 06:48 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

waiting for the day this happens to me because I KNOW it's coming 😔

02.08.2025 06:45 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

packing peanut goes so hard

02.08.2025 06:44 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

the fishies are so cute 😭

02.08.2025 06:43 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

this is so true I can't even explain it,, that's exactly how it feels lmao

02.08.2025 06:41 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

YES

02.08.2025 06:40 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

my god your art style is gorgeous

02.08.2025 06:35 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

it’s August which means it’s pretty much September which means it’s pretty much October

01.08.2025 15:06 — 👍 89    🔁 35    💬 6    📌 3
qrow branwen in a glue trap

qrow branwen in a glue trap

get him out of there 😢

01.08.2025 12:46 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
red car, someone used their finger to write in the condensation on the door. the words say 'IM GAY' right under the passenger window

red car, someone used their finger to write in the condensation on the door. the words say 'IM GAY' right under the passenger window

me too buddy, me too

01.08.2025 12:26 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

leave me alone bot

01.08.2025 09:35 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

-black river orchard by chuck wendig

absolutely loving this book so far, 334 pages in, about halfway through. love the characters, love how they intertwine into the story, loving the build up, love the prose, etc etc etc

01.08.2025 07:32 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

"The carousel kept spinning. The haze of smoke, the brandied breath, the opiate scent of appleskin in his nose.

But now it felt different. He was no longer on the outside of the carousel, riding and spinning ’round and ’round.

No.

He was the axis around which it spun."

01.08.2025 07:32 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

trying to 😭 exercising regularly is hard bleh.
and thank you 😭 i really didn't think it would make me this much happier but,, oh my

31.07.2025 16:13 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

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