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Vanyel

@subservientashes.bsky.social

was vent user subservientashes 2017-2024 nonbinary, transmasc inter-dimensional god they/them, 23 y/o, autism + adhd victim ◇ Kins: • Vanyel Ashkevron (past life, selfhood) • Reaver Merrick-Dekker (past life, selfhood) • Saeran Choi (past life)

198 Followers  |  180 Following  |  1,780 Posts  |  Joined: 08.11.2024  |  1.9755

Latest posts by subservientashes.bsky.social on Bluesky

correct

31.01.2026 07:53 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

about to see Iron Lung IM SO EXCITED

I LOVE SLOW BURNS AND COSMIC HORROR AND I LOVE THE GAME ITS BASED ON AND I LOVE MARKIPLIER AAAAA

31.01.2026 01:43 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

THE PHARMACY FINALLY HAD MY NEEDLES life is good again

29.01.2026 17:11 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I havent been able to do my T shot in 2 weeks and the depression is starting to creep in 😔 I don't feel like myself ,, and recently feeling more sad and more, like, shy and anxious again. blehhhh .
Hopefully pharmacy has supplies today but that means bugging my bf again for the 100th time and,, hhh

28.01.2026 15:37 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I hate feeling like such an inconvenience

28.01.2026 15:35 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

love when I'm working and my brain is like,
today's topic: has life ever been worth living?

19.01.2026 13:43 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

also sorry I haven't been posting ive been so bad at time management lately im sorry 🙏🙏🙏

13.01.2026 18:37 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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really can't decide if I like straight or curly more ,,
I like the emo look but the natural wavy is cute too ,, aarrghh

13.01.2026 18:36 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

dude its so stupid. I've been playing this small game (five infinite nights at build to survive the cats) that has a really dedicated fan base and I log on and see the same people everyday, but now I won't be able to??? I just want to build and yap like come on,,

08.01.2026 06:18 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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well! roblox is dying today I think . I hope . because this is stupid for so many reasons

08.01.2026 06:13 — 👍 5    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

omg not to mention the artist was SO cool,, he was Cuban and had been tattooing since he was 15??? (he's 23 now) and only moved to the US like a year ago?? THATS SO COOL ??? the other artists are the basic skinny alt white boy stereotype lol, NO SHADE, but yk,,

03.01.2026 09:13 — 👍 7    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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was waiting for the professional photos ,,,
here it is!!! 😎🔥
I LOVE IT SO MUCH RAAAHHH ITS PERFECT!!! ITS ME!!! IT LOOKS SO GOOD OH MY GODDDDD IM SO HAPPY

03.01.2026 08:56 — 👍 7    🔁 0    💬 3    📌 0
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03.01.2026 08:54 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

ITS NOT !!!!! 😭

02.01.2026 21:47 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

WHY

02.01.2026 21:16 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
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TS HURTS BAD !!!!!! HELLPPPPP not done yet

02.01.2026 19:25 — 👍 4    🔁 0    💬 2    📌 0

thank you!!! happy new year!!🎉💞🎉💞🎉

02.01.2026 13:13 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

thank you omg hshskdj 😭💞💞❗️❗️❗️

01.01.2026 18:41 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

today!!

01.01.2026 18:33 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

TATTOO APPOINTMENT TOMORROW MORNING LETS GOOO 🎉🔥🎉🔥🎉

always gotta get something crazy done for my birthday it seems hahaha

01.01.2026 18:25 — 👍 6    🔁 0    💬 2    📌 0

aw man 🤣🤣 I guess 22 was pretty meh too but it sounded cool at least,,

01.01.2026 18:24 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

well happy new year everyone!! hopefully it'll be good,, but either way, we ball anyway 😎🔥

01.01.2026 15:25 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

spending my birthday watching heated rivalry ✌️✌️

also I definitely read the book like , two years ago?? but didn't finish it for some reason,,
show is awesome though

01.01.2026 11:29 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

that's true that's true 😂 I'm definitely getting there, already caring less and less 🤣

01.01.2026 09:39 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

haha- yeah, birthdays usually are anticlimactic. its just like, 20 is a cool number, 21 is cool bc drinking, 22 is a cool number, but 23? meh. 🤣

01.01.2026 09:38 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

anyway my birthday is tomorrow ..

I don't want to be 23 😭 that feels lile such an unc number

maybe getting a tattoo soon tho? Just got a quote and waiting to hear back abt appt times

I drew the design myself so,, it'd be super cool to get

31.12.2025 20:20 — 👍 5    🔁 0    💬 2    📌 0
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31.12.2025 20:19 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

yoooo my mom just posted that she was in rehab lmaooo I knew it i knew it,,, girlie all you do is post abt drinking

no shade to that ofc, I just don't like her✨️✨️😇

also she was an alcoholic while I was a teen and w my younger brother .
so once again being a bad parent ✨️💞✨️ go girl ❗️✨️❗️

31.12.2025 20:18 — 👍 4    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
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goofy ahh roblox screens i took

29.12.2025 12:12 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

literally I'm hungry and nauseous at the same time THIS IS STUPID

28.12.2025 16:03 — 👍 4    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

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