Ducky

Wtf someone jogging just said to not listen to satan

I just left lol that relationship is ruined

I hate being in public i cant c* t and i cant go to the bathroom bc it would be sus shoot me

Meeting my sisters partners family for the first time over a dinner i cant avoid shoot me

Good luck to everyone for thanksgiving dinner lol

Gummies yes, pills no, i think a lot of people do tho

I hate when people spontaneously want to get takeout, like i can plan my cals around it if i cant see it coming and even if i get something low cal i feel like its sus when i dont eat enough of it for other people

I gotta hang out with friend todayyy heheh ngl though they are SO fuckijg triggering. They are literally so small. Like not like skinny like just small. Like yeah they’re thin but they are just really small?? Idk how to explain it but like being side by side I like HUGE!!

I want to go home i dont want to work im going to kill myself anyways why do any of this my meds dont make me feel better my psyc hates me and is going private i just want to go home

Gone are the days of going to the doctor im getting high and dealing with this shit later

Lmao i also dropped out and went straight to working and am 3/4 through on my ged

*friend repeats all the neg things ive said about myself as a joke to someone at my expense* wow i should be a lot nicer to myself because you suck

I mean like i still feel bad about wasting food, but hanging out with people who dont finish their food makes me eat less since i dont want to be the only person eating more

I have to be not mentally ill around her too fml

A picture of 2 boxes of rockstar and a 6 pack of diet coke

I got caffeine!!!!

Omfg one of them is bringing his gf im the fattest fuck ever and this is the first time im meeting her

But like i was hanging out with another friend earlier and he doesnt eat unless i do when we hangout and im not going to just not feed him

So pissed i ate earlier so now when i hangout with my friends im going to be fucking bloated :(((((

Me after looking at the scale this morning

My favorite part of 988 is that they take almost an hour to reply if you text them <3

Binging rn im going to kms if this continues

Lmao im also on a antipsychotic and the increase in appetite is no joke

Like i dont want to eat anything rn its so unfair that my meds make me hungry but also i cant just stop taking ittttttttt

"Wow i lost 3lbs thats crazy its been so easy to restrict lately" <--- fool who has accidentally gone off her meds for a week and is about to get slapped with symptoms

I need to try kratom so i can continue my obsession with drugs that aren't Drugs

My nicotine addiction arc is coming back

Bc i can buy nic gum way more easily soooooooo

Whats the difference between zyns and nic gum? Like besides the form of delivery