Noor (they)

One of the most frustrating things about my disability is that it’s impacted pretty significantly by stress. Even tho I want to push through and be a big tough human I literally can’t. This has been a very tough and humbling week.

Close up of Noor’s thigh, a black rectangle drawn on as the guide of what to cut out, about 3-4 inches x 1-1.5 cm of flesh is carved out and blood pools and bubbles.

Close up of Noor’s thigh, a black rectangle drawn on as the guide of what to cut out, about 3-4 inches x 1-1.5 cm of flesh is carved out and you can see the layer beneath, the blood somewhat cleaned away.

Close up of Noor’s thigh, a black rectangle drawn on as the guide of what to cut out, about 3-4 inches x 1-1.5 cm of flesh is carved out and you can see the layer beneath, the blood somewhat cleaned away.

Enjoy!! 🥩

Close up of Noor’s thigh, a black rectangle drawn on as the guide of what to cut out, about 3-4 inches x 1-1.5 cm of flesh is carved out and blood pools and bubbles.

Close up of Noor’s thigh, a black rectangle drawn on as the guide of what to cut out, about 3-4 inches x 1-1.5 cm of flesh is carved out and you can see the layer beneath, the blood somewhat cleaned away.

Close up of Noor’s thigh, a black rectangle drawn on as the guide of what to cut out, about 3-4 inches x 1-1.5 cm of flesh is carved out and you can see the layer beneath, the blood somewhat cleaned away.

Enjoy!! 🥩

My usual freak friends that I share bloody pictures with are too freaked out by flaying, yall wanna see?

Thinking about this latest attack on internet safety and the impending age verification requirements, I find myself reminded that the deep web is a lawless digital space.

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If you really want to dismantle the system you have to make peace with being considered/becoming a criminal. Not just by the government, but by people too. The hate we’ve been brainwashed into having for all criminals is deep. Just look at how we treat addiction. And now this EO.

In less than a week I’m getting flayed for the first time and I am so excited 🥹

Horrifying.

I’ve had a sick fascination with how chat gpt has become a spiritual advisor for many, but it also comes with a deep damp desperation- this is so dangerous. I can’t fully articulate it but this reminds me intimately of growing up evangelical.

Yall remember in middle/high school when one person out of a group would have the hw done for a subject and then share the answers and we all kinda did a little of the work to get decent grades? Class solidarity lol

There are plenty of progressives, leftists, dems, etc that have never had to use Medicaid and never needed to make that connection. Capitalism keeps us quiet about class, we need to be loud.

Friendly reminder that most people don’t know that their state insurance (eg Apple Care for WA) is Medicaid. Even the most well meaning friends might not know, be sure to tell everyone.

Man people really hate addicts and it makes me sad and angry.

I am going to a glacial lake to offer the earth my stress and black cherries, hope the gods don’t smite me wish me luck

and my two nieces send me pictures making hearts with their hands or working on a drawing.

I pray everyday for them. I feel so blessed to know them.

Venmo @ paynn with note Arwa if you’d like to help support them.

There’s a family I’ve met about a year a half ago who are in Gaza, we text as I cant speak Arabic and I use a translator app.

I’ve watch an infant grow into a baby that can stand on his own. I have earned their mother’s trust enough to receive photos of her face. The kids refer to me as “auntie”

They're building concentration camps with money they stole from medicare.

To say I’m stressed is a FUCKING understatement. I need to scream the shrill banshee scream I have building inside me centimeters away from a politicians face until their eyes bleed.

The vibe difference online since Zohar won the primary is palpable, Hope is nice.

Watching the news debate about war in the “Middle East” makes me feel like a kid again

I’m Kuwaiti. Or rather my parent is. Kuwait’s history and current culture makes me worried not only for the likelihood of the US bases there being Iran’s target, but about the narratives that will come from that. And the impact of both those things on a very small and relatively weak country.

Pay a Black sex worker today and then pay another one.

let's make JD Vance the most blocked person on the website and leave it at that

Thankfully she got me my script anyway only for them to come up with another reason I can’t get it 😇

My insurance told my doctor they wouldn’t fulfill my tramadol prescription because, “have they tried morphine yet?”

THIS COUNTRY IS A JOOOOOOOOOOKE

Tell a boomer “You think not being emotional is a strength but it’s why you don’t trust yourself” and leave it at that.

Fantasizing about being baptized in my own blood, the rich color and warmth of red, a slow dreamy zen creeping through my eyes

Fantasizing about the days where my body feels less like a prison and more like an adventure

Fantasizing about a Father’s Day where I can call someone daddy and they glow with pride