Lollerskater

Listening to nonblack people talk about Sinners gives me such mixed feelings.

Was finding my stride with derby & workouts. Now I'm sidelined until fuck knows after a car accident & a procedure scheduled in late Nov. I may be off skates until December. I wasn’t prepared for that.

Bless the lady at the Hair Cuttery. I think she was scared to cut my hair as short as I needed it. I kept saying "It's still uneven in the front" (not her fault/alopecia) and she kept saying "If I make it even I'll have to cut it shorter." We got it in the end but damn.

My butch is usually very kind and sweet to me but tonight it said it was hungry and I said we still had some cookies downstairs. It shot me a look said that said "eff you and those damn cookies, I need food." Whoops lol

I super glued the soles back together, @abigailgloom.bsky.social put my new laces in them, and I have a flap to smooth out with some tape.

My fave boots live again! I feel so wonderfully gay in my goblined boots.

I love that sweet talk in my relationship is me offering to legally marry one wife for insurance reasons and it saying no bc legal marriage gives it the ick and "you might get bored of me and want to leave" to which I shrugged saying "Then I'd just divorce you." 💜🏳️‍🌈

In connecting to West Africa through food, I have gotten @abigailgloom.bsky.social hooked on jollof rice. I currently owe her some because I was too intoxicated to use knives last night.

I love that my life includes me slowly realizing that @abigailgloom.bsky.social had never made rice krispy treats and rectifying that situation!

I can see that
Bc ffs, the lady has accomplishments and doesn't need more.

When a person is an engineer, a physician, the first black woman in space, an author, what makes people think to give her honorary doctorates? I'm a Mae Jemison fangirl, I don't understand honorary attributes in this case

Having a sweet gay lil movie day with @abigailgloom.bsky.social . She picked Elena, Undone(2010). It's so cute and lesbian. 💜

Yes, I am spoiled 🍞🥖🥐

Why have 2 wife if neither will give me a hug when I get home from derby? One even backed away going "eeewww" and the other was all "no affection until you shower" Rude

Some guy/bot/troll is trying to goad me into arguing about today. I don't owe him an argument. I'm gonna be too busy being a super hot gay menace. Happy Indigenous Peoples Day!

Sometimes I feel bad for worrying about and trying to dote on my butch who insists on vexing me but it knew I was doting type when it married me.

I wanted to sit on the couch but I also wanna look like one of @ela-bambust.bsky.social 's pilots so I got a workout in. Feeling the burn. Gonna need to stretch this out.

I've lost 3 rings this year

Today was rough but I got to skate with my Sirens and it was beautiful. I am so grateful to skate with so many wonderful people.

Migraine hangover today. So fucking tired. I just want to sleep. It's times like this that I entertain the thoughts.

I need to write more. I want to write more. I have been so tired lately and I'm sure my writing sucks anyway

What can people confess to you then?

But confession could be fun

Migraine med fog but I shared hibachi and watched ATLA with @abigailgloom.bsky.social and now we are snuggling in bed. Ups and downs of life or something.

Dreamt that I doing a body building show. I was all jacked and sexy. Is this the start of my fitness era?

Is this how I level up at derby

My league mates say that consistency and patience are what I need right now and not new wheels. What's that second one? Does Bont sell it or is it a Triple8 thing?

I will never have empathy, sympathy, or thoughts and prayers even for nazis. I don't care what trauma they experienced while engaging in nazi activities. If that makes me a "bad person" or an "extremist", okay.

Fuck it, we roll!!!

I showed her Clueless and Black Swan, she showed me Yojimbo and Godzilla Minus One