Lurking Towards Utopia

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river dance is how the irish get sturdy

feel like @qchu.bsky.social might understand this

ive been competing against the world to prove myself as a man for a long time

had a therapy thing where i was grieving my father having never welcomed me into the community of men. no rite of passage, no recognition that we were part of the same tribe

i feel u - consequences are real, but trouble is a fairy tale, a boogeyman "ooooOoOOOh! you're in trouble nooowwow!!!" ur brave buddy

Being on Bluesky is like sitting at the cool table at the psych ward

i bring an insight porn addiction to the timeline that the users of the silly goose app refuse to enable

whispers for the one who is going to hear

htc samsung

time to die

welcome to tpot

hadn't heard of this movie btw - don't see too many tense psychological thrillers anymore. is it worth a watch or just pulp nonsense?

hmm not quite therapeutic in the sense that the 'healthy way of looking at things' generally *isn't* considered to be just as much a fabrication as the disabling frame
but precipitously close to self-brainwashing/gaslighting... like folks who read about mkultra and start claiming to be starseeds

who out here intentionally retconning their personal history for fun and/or profit (creating the past)

is this a viable strategy or a dangerous misapplication of the psyche's need to frame and forget

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"i *told* you so!"

make that 4

"would you love me even if i was a worm?"
would you love *yourself*?
would you admire your glistening ringlets in the mirror when you nobody was watching
would you work that lil worm tail til my eyes roll back?
would you split into 2 separate worms so we could have a jealousy-free threesome

every now and then we post. i've posted a few times. here's another post. this one's purpose is to sit at the top of my profile while i'm away from the portals that lead here. i'm writing very specifically to advertise to *you*, person who is not a follower of mine—what's your story?

rabbit-farming

EAT SHIT*

* THE WORM IS TRYING TO GIVE GOOD ADVICE

i*will* become the go to source in korea for information about history's greatest mathematician

thanks for android app!

anyway there are a lot of beautiful souls on bluesky

it was a cold night and he had no idea how to navigate the public transit system. he was alone and afraid. im not a charitable person so the prospect of helping him didn't hold any intrinsic appeal. i was just there.

the most selfless thing i ever did was shepherd a man in a wheelchair who spoke very little english to a group home in the middle of the night. from what i could gather his family had kicked him out for assaulting his son who he'd found out was gay

all my current fixations are no longer triggering the reward function: what should i be 'into'

rotted engagement-brain

these are great please zoomorphise me