Misty✨

also annoyed because now it's probably going to ruin my follow-up blood test where I was being monitored for my inflammation, bro I'm gonna be fucked

I'm so annoyed I got covid, but also not surprised by the amount of sick/coughing people at the airport 😭

I really hoped after 2020 sick people would wear a mask like in Japan/korea but nope 😔

for context, I am on thyroid meds but they are never enough (or I get extreme migraines going up a dosage anyway)

I did get referred to a blood specialist at one point and he said it was 'all normal' lol

I've gone through every GP at the practice and I am out of range to apply to another one sadly (small village in the UK) I've made multiple malpractice complains and all the investigations resulted in nothing🙃I really gave up hope tbh. I even had one GP leak my personal data and nothing happened.

sensory video. That's how I am with into darkness. I know that shit is bad. I know it's poorly written & I won't defend it when people (rightly) rip it to shreds. But I still love that stupid fucking movie

Sorry this has been a long ass rant but I'm tired of people defending that shit ass episode

looking at my blood test results since 2020 and not a single one have I had a good thyroid reading or inflammation result. Like I've been fucked up for 5 years and they all gaslight me 😭

NHS> "wow your inflammation is off the charts, we will retest in 6 weeks"

Literally 6 weeks late> did not test any inflammation markers on my next blood test

Me> "uuuhm can we test those actually because I feel like shit?" "oh yeah sure, in another 6 weeks" 🙃

having to pay customs fee on a parcel I sent myself of my own personal belongings from one country to another feels evil but idk

crying this is so funny

I feel like people would be more forgiving of that horrible parody & maybe give it more of the benefit of the doubt if SNW had proven previously that it cares about TOS as anything more than a cash cow to mine for content but that's not the reality we're living in

my dutch husband being amazed at all the disability accommodations I get in the UK for my ADHD/hypothyroidism/chronic illnesses and in the netherlands I'm not even recognised as being disabled 🧍‍♀️

our new feral kitten doesn't know how to meow so just makes raptor sounds 10/10

Shot of TOS episode "Operation Annihilate" where Kirk is on top of Spock's back, holding onto him aggressively, and the caption reads "[Spock panting]"

Well now this just looks like what goes on every night in the captain's quarters

Lor and I are SO excited to finally start sharing this piece with you all! The first chapter (with art in addition to the beautiful cover art below) is up now: archiveofourown.org/works/64742134

just came back from a weekend visiting family and my blood test results show my thyroid has gone super hypo again and I shouldn't even be able to do half the things I am doing 😭 (I did think my symptoms were getting really bad again)

SNW SPOILER//

God this La'an/Spock shit is fucking disgusting. I'm so sick of this shit..just let Spock be single. Don't even have to make him gay..just make him go one fucking episode without making him kiss a woman? Can we have a plot that isn't Spock romance? Jesus I'm so sick of this shit

That definitely sucks and has happened to me many times 😭 the worst part is the wedding has a lunch AND dinner (that I had no idea about tbh) hopefully it will lean more fresh veg/fruit...

That's what I told her and she said we will just have to eat beforehand 😭

my mum only remembering 3 DAYS before my cousin's wedding that me and my s/o may want to give our dietary requirements and sends me a link that I had no idea about 😭

Like I don't want to be the person that requests something last minute ffs

I mean like, the ones designated as being quiet

Ended up in a silent carriage on the train and it's actually so nice for my adhd

Unclench your jaw. Relax your shoulders. Breathe. Reclench your jaw. Lunge wildly at passing traffic. Take a huge bite out of a wooden coffee table.

I wasn't going to take my hat bc I low-key feel dumb wearing it, but after standing in the blazing hot sun for 2 minutes I pulled it out of my bag 😭

Illo of a celestial person reaching up to grab a star. Based off the Pillars of Creation photo taken by the Hubble telescope in 1995. Drawn by gdbeeart in autumn 2021, photoshop.

Grasp, based off the Pillars of Creation photo taken by the Hubble telescope in the 90s

i have convinced myself that vulcans have sensitive necks. a weakness perhaps. the nerve pinch. the high collars in their fashion not just a dramatic touch but functional. pinch a vulcan by the neck and just like a cat they go still, some go limp, some seize up, some purr

im CONVINCED

I have an exam tomorrow but my brain reallyyyy doesn't want to go through all the steps of travelling 1 hour to get there and 1 hour to get back (and I know it's possible to do it in October instead) but also I should just do it now so I don't have to worry about it later

where’s the ANGST?!?! WHERES THE FUCKING ANGST?!?!

everyone talks about British food being bad but no one talks about how Dutch food is even worse.

My Dutch husband always asks me to cook British meals 😭

#StarTrek

have to wear sunglasses all day today (and possibly tomorrow) because my eyes got damaged by UV light even tho I was wearing safety glasses :(