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PSA: the CDC has a program that pays for your COVID vaccine if your insurer won't. The guy at CVS told me that my insurer had not added the new vaccine to its formulary yet, so I'd need to pay $190. I told him about this program, showed him the website, and paid nothing. 🤗

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was editing a wedding set in this small candlelit restaurant with tall windows against the blue dark, where guests twirled wine glasses & laughed tipsily, & the happiness that radiated was so permeable I started crying because it has been so long since I’ve eaten a meal with people I love, much less been a part of the world, & daily I see posts on any number of social sites meant to be encouraging intimating that "people would miss you if you were gone" & yet daily I’m reminded that most of my friends & family have happily folded my erasure into their lives without a thought, have forgotten & truly moved on without me, that the intimacy we shared meant so little to them, & I don't know what to do with the grief. year 4 of the pandemic has been the most gutting & unending experience of time, where my own isolation & loss surrounding it are seen as a choice I've made rather than a space I've been forced into because nowhere & no one is safe anymore. I don't know how to hold it anymore.

Haven't had the energy to talk about covid lately because honestly, I'm not doing well & publicly advocating in the ways I did on twitter isn't possible for me right now. Wrote a small thing that hopefully gets closer to where I'm at. Tired, rich with grief. Please wear a mask & care about people.

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Proud this is my first post here tbh

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