xö lovelace

Damn bro, you really fumbled a baddie twice in a row… anyway, I looked cute, so y’all can have this

Vers-Bottom as in „prefer to bottom, but also willing to disappoint you as a top.”

Vers as in „bottom, but could be convinced to top in an emergency.”

I fuck for the sake of it, for the serotonin and oxytocin. For my own physical health. But I don’t think I’d fall in love with the guys I fuck - and I don’t think I’d fuck the guys I’ve fallen in love with. My life is too compartmentalized, and maybe that’s what my problem is.

I have had sex exactly twice this year. Once was fine, but the dude blocked me on everything when I took a second job and couldn’t immediately come over when he asked. The other guy just used me to masturbate.

I haven’t dated in twenty years. Nobody takes the time to get close enough to me to know what I have to offer, I am reduced to my age and weight and some weird kind of phrenology that I don’t understand.

The experience of maintaining authenticity in a world where you are conditioned to hate yourself enough to consume conspicuously and retain a certain hegemony as a gay man: a short thread

I refuse to show restraint or sensitivity for this truly evil man. Honestly, I'm okay with you unfollowing me. I'm not here to play games or work the room. Unspeakably evil beliefs, nasty little shit, and now he's dead.

It takes a lot to shock me these days.

What. The. Goddamn. Fuck.

She Lansing on my lug ‘til I nuts

It’s actually pronounced „bloo-eh-skee”

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A bottom that can host and/or drive?

Overworked and underfucked

„no drugs for me, thanks, I only boof dong.”

To whoever downloaded one of my nudes on SLSK: first of all, my bad, second of all, enjoy it… third, if you want more and better ones, follow me at that other name I sometimes use on twitter.

dieser ganze arsch und niemand der damit spielt. 😩

And I’ll find you a dark cloud for every silver lining

Not that anyone really needs my opinion on these: the TrimUI brick (the black one in this picture) has a much sturdier feeling build, but the controls are a little cramped, and I think that the stripped down ArkOS for the blue one will likely have fewer issues with latency…

I got two of them for testing purposes, then ran out of SD cards to install CFW on the blue one… until I can afford to order more, I’ll just use it to play Pokémon.

Sloppy Hollow

Ichabod Cranium and the Horseless Headman

In about a week this will be a headless M8 build, because I think it will be more interesting to perform music this way than from a laptop screen.

Don’t try to drag me down, I’m already miserable enough without any help.

I sometimes wish that I had let the intrusive thought win.

It’s the dorsal vagus shutdown for me…

If you met me after 2014, you didn’t meet me… you met the version of me that has been sedated by trauma. I live too much life in too little time, and now my parasympathetic nervous system is permanently damaged. You might see a glimpse of me, but it’s fleeting

Colonize Uranus

I drive a Miata
O _ O
But I’d also drive a Miata
> _ <

Y’know?

*whispers*
„ZoomZoom”

I was aware of the fact that eurorack is not the hobby for people who worry about money… but in my defense, I did start this project when I had relatively more financial security.

The entire reason I got into FPGA emulation was for this game