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everywhere i turn i am presented with more and more statistics of me having a much higher likelihood of deleterious outcomes and it hurts

a thing about anger I made years ago 1/3

i fear i've lost my shit for real

but, never kill yourself

i fear several (like 3) house md characters are on my "literally me" list 💀

might be on a voice cast because i nodded at someone across a room this is cool

if my skull wasn't made of titanium, i'd kill myself. i want to, and i probably should, but god doesn't give with two hands.

life is so beautiful when i take a step outside of my own context

in 2 hours i am to feel the emphasis on the *i* in "i exist" when i only desire to emphasize the latter word

bro is NOT escaping samsara rn

got my ass metaphorically kicked last night but i didn't hear no fucking bell

go siren girl i mean they

i lived bitch

i fear disco will be the end of me

this valentine's day i am eating burritos on my bedroom floor. worth.

touching grass is just the first step. consider the end game,, dirt under your nails, worms frolicking between your fingers, roots and creatures setting up shop in your skull

teach me to climb again
the power's been off for weeks
but the fence still hums

i yearn to become one with the ice and snow

bro asked me my favorite kendrick song before last night. thought about it and said "king kunta" and bro had no clue what i was talking about 💀

Be your own elderly mentor and give yourself strange, confusing advice

An oldie. If you follow Selmers to the poetry society meeting in Night In The Woods, this is her poem. 1/4 #comic #nitw #nightinthewoods

as with all things i am realizing i just need to be in the club

out of meds and can't get more? do mushrooms and an energy drink! you certainly will not regret doing ḿ̫̠̤̙̾̌͑̿̅̾̇ͅư̡̫̥̠͇͙͆̆̏͗͂̾̏͜͢s̢̛̱̲̩̬̻̏̎̽̔̀̿̈́͘͢͞ͅh̵̡̢̛̥͉̳̳̯͌̂͛̊́̒̍͋͜͝r̴̹̹̘̘̺̔͛̄̌̓̆̐͢͟͞͠͡ǫ̲̲̤͛̃͊̏̊̍͌͘͟ǫ̡̢͙͙̦͆̀́͋͛͊́̀́̾͜m̷̡̲͉͎͔̗͖̙͊̓̏͊͒̽͌͟͡͞s̷͍͎̤̝͍̖̜̲͖̔̈́̔̊̀ͅ a̶̠̞̬̞̬͙̐̽͌͆̂̆̒̏͛͝n̷̟̗̹͖̬͎̣͋̒͋̒̓͗͞͠ḑ̢̢̧̯̭̣̩̞͂̍͊̀̀͒̈̂̚͝ a̶͙̣̯̥̼̲̥͊̑̿̋̓̐ņ̛̥̱̘͕͎̘̜͊̎̚͘ ḙ̢̧̘͉̠̟͔̬͗́̃̐̽͛̑͘͘͡ņ͔͎͚͕͕̦̠̭͌̀̉̈́́̂͑͘e̸̢͎̬̠̟̩͊̔́͊̐̒̅̕͟͢ŗ̴̧̙͍̟̫̩̳̀̎̃̇̈͋͠͝͠g̶̥̹͉̞͚̟̬̖͂͒̎̏͞͡y̨̰̺̲͙̙͍̼͒̉̔̇̾̍͐͐͡͡ d̲̩͎̪͎͒̐̊̍͝͞͠r̗͇͍͓̲̜̋̔̒̑̊͢͢͞͡į̶͖̥̺̹̜͛͋̾͆̏̓͜n̴̛̮͖̞͈͉̰̲͚̦̐̏͘͝ķ̵̨̠̲̪̻͖̪͌̓̒̿̇͡ͅ

like 5 months later and i still remember how to play my silly little bach piece

tattoos are not enough i need the new world mural etched like a caryll rune on my mind

the day of reckoning is rapidly approaching

i am perceiving 😇
i am perceived 💀

hmm. generalstrikeus.com

shadow the hedgehog is a bitch-ass motherfucker

i will however stay aware of the suicide risk for my combined demographics because altogether it's really high and i am a massive contrarian so i can live out of pure spite if i have to

i will not look up autism employment statistics