air budd dwyer

(after petting the house show dog for an hour straight)
wow im really feeling social and not as anxious as usual. how strange

yaaay live music yaaay the house show had a dog

feeling seen

i am going to become the worlds normalest instagram tattoo artist. my cataclysmic interpersonal drama will only occur once a month

hes truly one of the greatest musical little freaks of all time

i am a boy anglerfish and queer women in their 50s are the big lady anglerfish that i bite until i am eventually absorbed into whatever they have going on. and this works and is normal

there's this kind of insane feeling i get from seeing people with good family relations that's caught halfway between mourning and envy. like dang you really do have someone who you know really well that can give you advice. and thats like, built in and not some random older lesbian you latched onto

occasionally wonder where id be if i didn't run away from home at 19. better. worse. who knows. definitely better if I didn't have to do that though

so sad that image generation has become what it is now. we lost the ability to make a computer hallucinate smegma the elder

maybe unnecessarily salty about gallery consignment fees but considering that usually galleries take care of advertising and generally any amount of the admin involved in a show.

well nonetheless

will never forgive covid for ripping the ajj & xiu xiu tour from me. god AND emperor x. baby turning to ash gif

YouTube video by halospit Xiu Xiu - Ceremony (New Order cover)

my favourite part is the percussion around 2:18 that sounds like a large pile of kitchen utensils falling down a staircase www.youtube.com/watch?v=95ms...

(guy who just listened to xiu xiu's cover of ceremony for 2 hours voice) hello

love that the notes are basically just 'remember to eat and breathe' and 'you ever think about how badly you wish you lived in a float tank'

i dont get to have therapy anymore so my therapist has been putting together a document of stuff that we've been working on so i can kind of just raw dog it. however in practice it is a compendium of the insane shit i say

genuinely annoying how much i like my job. i am hanging out and doing manual labor and cool art is involved AND i get to talk about btmi for hours. the thriverrrrr

its crazy you can have a boss who stayed up until 7 am playing hades 2. never has a workplace been a safer space for me

imagining a bathroom with a beaded curtain for a door and smiling serenely

getting the article on tarrare on one asscheek and naked mole rats on the other

i should get a wikipedia tattoo

explained the incredibly complex social castes of naked mole rats (emphasis placed on the weird one that leaves the colony to go fuck / promote genetic diversity) to my partner today as he became increasingly agitated as to how i know about or remember these kinds of things

thank you that means a lot. love to make shit

the thing about cleaning something that is on a base level simply gross is that when you really scrub it and watch a colour of water previously only associated with toxic mine runoff go down the shower drain. it feels kind of good. it's like smelling your own fart / floss gunk / product

they told me watching a handful of carpet cleaning videos on youtube two years ago would NEVER pay off and YET!! today i employed several learned techniques to clean the runner

thank you to mr. crime pays for letting me be even more annoying when i am outside

(guy that's watched one joey santoro video voice)

wow take a look at that inflorescence

absolutely in a fit realizing that you need to do things for things to happen. livid

i put up posters for a show im doing and a random person visiting toronto took a picture of it, found my instagram, and tagged me to tell me they like da art. okay FINE maybe i will put myself out there more

im love making weird shit and i love it even more when the light is nice and there is no one near me

these are gonna be danglers that I think will have little drool bells