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also I keep losing weight but I'm not doing anything to do it so I mean slay but idk confused

chat I've been so depressed lately and lowkey might need to go back to the psych ward but ima ignore it

on the bright side I lost 20 lbs. i do not physically see a difference whatsoever but my mother has been concerned bc I look too skinny according to her so that's a W

hello void sorry I vanished🦀 crab for apologies. i had an identity crisis and died a little inside and apparently I have a boyfriend now even though I've been out as a lesbian for a very long time. hashtag life update!

damn charlie kirk died? okay anyways whats your favorite haunting the narrative character bc mine is laura palmer personally I think about her all the time

just shredded the absolute shit out of my thigh oh joy

I'm having a horrible identity crisis like I have no idea what to do I'm tweaking out bros I am genuinely so comfortable labeling myself as lesbian it's the only label ive ever FELT comfortable with and like getting over my comphet helped me heal sm SO WHY IS THERE A FUCKING MAN IN THE WAY

i know😞 I am Not Balling. and like everything about men makes me gag believe me I have tried. and he is not making me gsg

not even remotely 😭 I am so confused

chat what do I do if I think I might have feelings for my *guy* friend but I am very much a lesbian and everything about men grosses me out

I'm going insane. like actually I think??? ohmy GOD

just found my abuse evidence photos from my relationship when I was 17! this is great motivation not to eat 🤩

busted a nut and higher by creed came on💔💔

i feel. weird.

yuck I have fat thighs

dehydrated and had a really massive panic attack on the phone w my guy friend last ngiht

dudes I'm way too high

fat and eating cherries

I'm freaking my shit y'all. non goon😞💔

y'all ever get too high off a disp cart and start like tweaking why am I losing my mind bruh

beat his ahh

a bitch is listening to depressing music at 10 in the morning like did you even try to be happy today

this is so true I hate it I always have to ease myself into it but it's a trauma response not a fucking diet 😭

i love losing enough weight to where my old clothes aren't tight anymore

chat I cant tell if I have a migraine or if I'm really really hungover

choosing to play the guitar instead of text my ex

sometimes autism comes in handy w the ed bc I get months long periods where I simply Do Not Feel Hunger and im currently in that it's great. do unfortunately have to set a calendar reminder to eat broth so I don't fucking die but other than that it's great

hello void are we nauseous bc I am nauseous!

tanning and trying to cover my sh is so annoyingggggguh

in other news I have lost 12 lbs just haven't been active # rip