Qadaana

WE HAVE THE BEST GIRLFRIEND ON THE PLANET AND ARE SO YURI ABOUT IT.

#megabonk
A clean map is a happy map, and I totally didn't die taking this picture. XD

This goes out to all the aggressive/top seeming trans girls that turn into a drooling mess (in more ways than one ;3) the moment lips touch their neck and I whisper summin like "Shhhh, relax and just let me do the thinking for you hun."

So cute when they my name.

Tempted to post this in the discord.

WE

DO

SOME

MEGABONK

IN

THIS HOUSE!

(New PB)

Hardy har har

How the fuck do you reach out to people you had a falling out with?
Like it was neither of your faults but you just aren't friends anymore really. How do you even start that conversation?

Let's be real. No one's life gets worse if the world wakes up without me.

Twitch Twitch is the world

www.twitch.tv/qadaana Laser Swords & Sorcery happening now.
#DandD #DungeonsandDragons #Dungeons #Dragons and all that tag shit.

We uh do some #megabonk in this house. I've been steadily working on unlocking everything and just did a for funsies run on Noelle and it went pretty good.

Finally got around to checking out the new glamour options (Read: holy shit I got lost in the glamour dresser for an hour) and I think I might post some updates to classic fits, will be fairly generic shots/poses but here's a solid update to my old reaper/fighting game protag outfit.
#FFXIV #GPose

Contemplating stepping away from FFXIV for a while, but don't wanna lose my FC/house. Really hate that it's like paying actual rent.

---looks at water.
I want it to feel like your energy might burn me.
I want a love so bright that for its flame, gods can't see.
I don't want to be something so plain as a memory.
But, I suppose that's all I'm really meant to be."

"I've heard it said, that to be remembered is to be loved, and I suppose that's all it needs to be really.
But, that's not what I want, I want someone to want me.
I want someone to look at me like I would look at fire in the snow.
I want someone to look at me like like someone lost in the desert---

It's a bunch of different places that all trace back to the same overall group.

Also for the 3 people that have messaged me about the Laser Swords & Sorcery VoDs that are normally on YT and seem to be missing, I have been made aware of an issue, and am working on handling it but uhhh yea....seems I've been the target of determined set of MFs who harass small creators.

Tonight's existential self destruction brought to you by a not so subtle reminder that I'll never be good enough for someone to stick around, or actually pick me as anything other than a good time/distraction.

Finally have my brain wrapped around what to stream on off Sundays. So on Sundays that aren't Laser Swords & Sorcery I'll be playing through the entirety of the Megaman Battle Network series.

Never thought I of all people would be the person up crying over a fucking label, but here I am I suppose.
Life does in fact have a way of making you regret speaking ever.

Got her out here looking like this.

qadaana - Twitch I just really enjoy sharing the games I love, video or otherwise with people that also love them. Follow @cjwarlock.bsky.social for updates.

#LaserSwordsandSorcery tonight (like right now),I'm totally good at posting. I am a responsible adult and not an irresponsible DM and Vtuber with no brains to speak of.
Episode 16.
twitch.tv/qadaana

15 will be up on the YT sometime soon

"It's like you forgot it exists." Yes hello, this is what it's like to object permanence issues.

Already may have.

When you're a poor dragon vtuber with no horde and like 2 or 3 subscribers so your vault is "FUCKING EMPTY", but you wanna tease the new model....

Spending the afternoon redesigning my Vtuber model since she's supposed to be a dragon trapped in a human body looking for a horde and holy shit i actually have subscribers soooo :3

Explain your OCs powers with a gif

This just says everything about the sort of people that would join/support it.
They are but bent, grease encrusted mirrors of their 'glorious leader'.

Gods, I took the time to unlock Act 3 in Silk song, and I just.....meh. It commits the cardinal sin in my eyes of games with enemies that just take too long to fight. I like a lot of the moveset changes, but the HP of enemies has me so bored I've put it down and probably not picking it back up.

I think I need to buy a lottery ticket, because I might be the luckiest girl in the world.

When you miss hanging out with people, but it also just feels like it's been too long to reach out so you just kinda stare at them from across the room/park/social media, also the last time you hung out everybody was doofuses and it 'sploded.