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I am still thinking about the books I bought when I was sad the other day. They are still sitting on the kitchen table. Why do I do this.

I would like to say I am in touch with my feelings but I just cry a lot and easily.

This time I cried on the WAY HOME from work instead of AT WORK.
Progress!

The little earworm I have is very pleased with Hazbin Hotel season two soundtrack.

Does anyone else's knees snap, crackle, and pop as they go up the stairs at 25?

trying to make new friends is so hard because it's like. am i being friendly and enthusiastic or coming off too strong. is this fun and acceptable or do i need to step away. how does this work. please be my friend. we need to talk about yaoi together.

My girlfriend is making me french toast again. I am in love.

I am very much not a fan of this increasing trend of Halloween/Fall not getting the breath and time it deserves before Christmas merch is shoved down your throat at every retail store.

It's beyond unnerving, let people live in the moment ffs

Play housewife for a man? Ew gross.
Be a housewife for my girlfriend? Happily anyday. She deserves to be spoiled and treated.

Just some lil pumpkins

cannot stress how badly i need to work on a team with all women like i cannot handle straight men’s egos and defensiveness and below hell ability to communicate. everyday my job is made harder because of these fuckers. enough. 🙅🏻‍♂️

Finally binged over the garden wall with my girlfriend. Spooky vibes 10/10.

Rich people are not real humans do not give them the time of day

One can never have enough ghosts. 👻

It would be great to go a Monday without stress crying. Retail is rough folks.

"Fear and bigotry are bred from isolation and ignorance" - quote from a cheesy teen vampire novel. Yet it is a little too relevant rn.

I am sorry. The what? God I don't want my search history to include "poop plane 2025". We live in the worst timeline.

Twas a crime that I couldn't be outside dancing in the rain with my girlfriend today. Why can't I teleport her to me within a blink of an eye?!

In other news Infinity Niki let's me dress up as a cute witch so there is no better game for me.

Loving America and opposing authoritarianism go hand in hand.
#NoKingsDayOct18th

I finished watching the first season of severance and holy shit.

I feel like such a zombi after a breakdown.

Having a nice cry before my lunch cause I might as well get paid for it.

Dear void, I don't want to go to work but both my coworkers called off on me today. So if I don't work my opening shift no one will be there to run the department until 4pm. This is bullshit.

My sister was doing her skin routine this morning and listening to someone debate some big MAGA fan that was saying current peace talks were all thanks to trump. So naturally I go "ah yes. All bad cause Biden, all good thanks to trump. Just like Jesus"
Frankly can't top myself today.

I heard someone on a podcast say that music is boring now and, look, I am saying this as kindly as I can…skill issue.

The feeling when you are prepping a surprise for your girlfriend but you also tell your girlfriend everything so you just want to gush to her about it but you gotta keep it a SURPRISE. UGH

With him I felt like a roomate, a maid, a therapist, his mother and an annoyance and burden.
With her I feel like her lover, her best friend, her priority, her partner for life.
Wild how differently someone can make you feel. We lift each other up. No dragging each other down.

When the sperm donor kicks your sister out of the family google calendar so you just straight up leave the dumb google family thing. Fuck that. She ain't included neither am I. He doesn't like that she cares about human rights.

I really hate working and I don’t think I should have to keep doing it