Hunter

Being autistic means that a plan change at the beginning of the day can ruin the next 12h of your day and make it impossible to do anything besides melting down or dissociating. I'd like my brain to please stop feeling like it's on fire.
#autistic #latediagnosedautistic

This is inspired by their memorable fight in E48 on their travel from Nicodranes to Trostenwald. It is interesting to see how intense the scene was for LOB and MR. They check in with each afterwards which rarely happens (because they know each other so well)

Also, please don't come for me I love Marisha Ray and will defend her till I die, but Beau's reaction to his pain kind of bugs me. I get that it's supposed to bug me, that that's how MR was playing it. But still...it bothers me for some unexplainable reason

Like how I deeply connected to his intense fear and pain? Naaaaah, that's a topic for sober me 😄

Eating subway while high is probably not the right time to analyze my deep emotional connection to Caleb's emotional journey in campaign 2 of #criticalrole, right? 🙈

I can't get over how cool the wall of fire is right at the end of the episode. The quick thinking on Liam's part is just 😍😍

The end of episode 42 always makes me squeal in excitement 😬

#criticalrole campaign 2 (episode 42) spoilers

As an American living in Germany I feel doubly cursed by politics. The federal election is happening here in about a month and I'll be honest, I'm kind of scared. There are luckily more systems put in place to defend the democratic system, but it's still scary.

Uff, I'm sorry to hear that 😔💙 that sounds like such a cool thesis!

Amazing 🤩😄 ships are my favorite

Who's the other character? I recognize keyleth

I totally agree! I have yet to meet someone for whom C3 was their first campaign but I'd be super interested to hear their thoughts/perspective on critical role. I haven't met any of the cast yet but it's def a bucket list item.

Uff 💙 Eye twitching is one of my stress symptoms as well.

I will say, I've struggled getting into C3 but I also struggled with C1 (probably related to me struggling with new/different things 😄). Though I did WEEP at the end of C1 😭🙈

Thank you so much! Yeah I critical role and now also dimension 20 are the main shows I watch. I'll take a break every now and then - I've watched bridgerton, Heartstopper, taskmaster, game changer, the bear, etc in the past 4,5years - but it's mostly DnD 😄

I saw my emotional pain mirrored in how Liam played Caleb. It helped to see it expressed even if I couldn't express it yet myself. So that scene (and quite a few in about 20-40 episodes) means a lot to me.

- When Caleb tells Beau and Nott about his background in the Leaky Tap tavern in Zadash. When I first watched CR I was not in the best mental health space. Lockdown didn't help much with being high-masking (even to myself! Like I had NO clue) burned out autistic.

Here are some of my #criticalrole favs from my 3rd watch of campaign 2 so far (I'm at episode 42, obviously spoiler alert for campaign 2!)

Also, it's in vague chronological order

I was actually just reflecting on how I haven't had any intense physical stress symptoms today and after scrolling through the news feed for a few minutes my right ear has started pounding (one of my stress symptoms)...sooooo...no more news for me I guess.

Critical role has been one of my more consistent special interests and C2 especially is my biggest comfort show. I started my CR journey with C2 in July 2020 when I desperately needed distraction and it's been great a supplying distraction ever since 😊

I'm watching #criticalrole campaign 2 for the 3rd time and am currently at episode 42. Last time I rewatched C2 I skipped some of this arc (Fjord's arc) cause it's not my favorite but I've really enjoyed watching it this time.

That makes so much sense 😊 I feel like lockdown was instrumental in so many high-masking autistic people's lives. It sure was for me!

Even with a lot of my favorite US creators back on TikTok I'm feeling uneasy about continuing to use it. I'd love for there to be an actual good alternative to TikTok. Maybe bluesky is it?
#tiktokban #tiktok

A selfie of Hunter, a nonbinary person with white skin, in a bus wearing a critical role baseball hat, glasses, noise cancelling headphones and a dark blue face mask. They're wearing a black knit sweater and a black winter coat that is zipped open over it.

There are a few reasons why I enjoy wearing a mask when I'm in public, beyond the obvious personal and public health reasons:
-I'm able to do quiet vocal stims without people noticing
-I don't have to make sure my facial expressions are "correct"
#autism #neurodivergent

It appears I have joined a social media app in a still relatively early stage. I don't generally like new things (#autism) but I'm intrigued.
#queer #neurodivergent #autism #enby