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Crawling across the bed, turning on the night lamp, flopping down, rolling back to my side, hopping down to hit the wall switch offf, ahhh better ๐Ÿ˜Š

06.08.2025 04:18 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 35    ๐Ÿ” 8    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Life is short. Thank fucking god

06.08.2025 04:20 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 52    ๐Ÿ” 17    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Now wait a minute you mean to tell me there are not ppl punching balls out of donut holes anymore they just be making balls D: the amount of donuts i told myself i am not eating by enjoying just the hole isnt real!?i think if i am eating a hole i should expect that i now have room for more food

06.08.2025 05:48 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4    ๐Ÿ” 2    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Life was better when I didnโ€™t know people were awful

06.08.2025 15:13 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 26    ๐Ÿ” 8    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Day one of me taking control
of my life my delusions

06.08.2025 14:41 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 8    ๐Ÿ” 4    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Oo i like them! Ill shuffle em in

06.08.2025 15:11 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Saves the day, moneen, and thrice
all day

06.08.2025 15:07 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

If you see this, post a title screen thatโ€™s iconic to you

06.08.2025 15:06 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 12    ๐Ÿ” 3    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 5
My mom sends me a picture via text of my uncle and I outside of a BWW

My mom sends me a picture via text of my uncle and I outside of a BWW

My mom is like a living memories or time hop, she wasnt even there for this

06.08.2025 15:04 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Once, I was an artist
I carried folders of poems,
and sketchbooks filled
with amateurish drawings
I painted, and even sold some
I could have grown to be good, 
I think
But it's hard to pay the rent
with your creations
You have to be willing
to starve for it
to bleed for it
Creation became part time
and then just on the weekends
and then sometimes not at all
I found my way in the business world
Hell
I was good at it
Soulless work for a soulless man
increasingly distant from the
young artist who dreamed of
stage and film and published works
Gallery showings and
esteemed New York City critics
holding their chins thoughtfully
"He has a unique view of the world,
and an instantly recognizable style"
Walter Mitty daydreams of fame
while programming data formats
in an air conditioned office
with good benefits
My hair is grey now
The youthful naivete is gone
The bills are paid
The house is beautiful
The car, popular and high performance
I sit in a well appointed office
fielding messages from "important" people
offering princely sums for a pittance of my time
But no matter how much I accumulate,
it never seems to be enough to afford
a 19 year old's folder of poems

Once, I was an artist I carried folders of poems, and sketchbooks filled with amateurish drawings I painted, and even sold some I could have grown to be good, I think But it's hard to pay the rent with your creations You have to be willing to starve for it to bleed for it Creation became part time and then just on the weekends and then sometimes not at all I found my way in the business world Hell I was good at it Soulless work for a soulless man increasingly distant from the young artist who dreamed of stage and film and published works Gallery showings and esteemed New York City critics holding their chins thoughtfully "He has a unique view of the world, and an instantly recognizable style" Walter Mitty daydreams of fame while programming data formats in an air conditioned office with good benefits My hair is grey now The youthful naivete is gone The bills are paid The house is beautiful The car, popular and high performance I sit in a well appointed office fielding messages from "important" people offering princely sums for a pittance of my time But no matter how much I accumulate, it never seems to be enough to afford a 19 year old's folder of poems

Oh, one last thing before I go. I rarely post anything long form here, preferring to post directly into the box and pushing post. But this one is my story, so I'm going to share.

Once, I was an artist
I carried folders of poems,
and sketchbooks filled
with amateurish drawings...

06.08.2025 01:58 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 29    ๐Ÿ” 5    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 4    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

Just a silly idea

06.08.2025 14:21 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
High saturation photograph looking north during a sunset

High saturation photograph looking north during a sunset

Blue toned cloud obscuring the moon.

Blue toned cloud obscuring the moon.

Photograph of a Glowing green numeral, nine nine nine, from a digital display.

Photograph of a Glowing green numeral, nine nine nine, from a digital display.

Stylized photograph, the color inversion of a sunset behind a mountain with a green sky.

Stylized photograph, the color inversion of a sunset behind a mountain with a green sky.

From Phoenix,
With love.

#photography

06.08.2025 06:36 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 9    ๐Ÿ” 3    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

sorry im not in a hee hee
ha ha mood im in a hur
hur hur ho ho ho mood i
have a very strange laugh

06.08.2025 06:22 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 6    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Preview
a white cat is laying on the floor playing with a person 's hands Alt: a white cat is laying on the floor watching a three cup scam being presented to it

Weโ€™ll need something to do in the meantime while we think something up๐Ÿค”

06.08.2025 06:19 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Woes of the grizzly ๐Ÿ˜”

06.08.2025 06:08 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Bumpy wall

Bumpy wall

Hitting up a corner of this shit right here tho ๐Ÿซฆ

06.08.2025 06:06 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Yeahhhhh i do that sometimes

06.08.2025 05:50 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Now wait a minute you mean to tell me there are not ppl punching balls out of donut holes anymore they just be making balls D: the amount of donuts i told myself i am not eating by enjoying just the hole isnt real!?i think if i am eating a hole i should expect that i now have room for more food

06.08.2025 05:48 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4    ๐Ÿ” 2    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

xD

06.08.2025 05:40 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

It just doesnt compute for me because there are chocolate balls in my hand at the end of the day

06.08.2025 05:38 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

i feel like gardeners probably have a bit of a malignant whimsy about them. like they'll tell you they need $20 to buy new hedge trimmers but they'll say they need it for their "hedge fund," and when you point out that such a joke is too easy and thus unfunny, they sic the gnomes on you

06.08.2025 05:24 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 13    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Preview
a pixel art of an explosion on a white background . ALT: a pixel art of an explosion on a white background .

sploded

05.08.2025 13:16 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 11    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

lifting a rock and finding an adult man underneath

05.08.2025 13:17 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 13    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

low hanging fruit is a euphemism for ballsack

05.08.2025 14:01 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 10    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

im a firm believer

05.08.2025 15:55 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 14    ๐Ÿ” 2    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

i just checked my watch it says im goated

05.08.2025 15:57 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 10    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

i want to lay down in a pile of cats and dogs

05.08.2025 20:14 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 20    ๐Ÿ” 4    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Curious about various shit who else

06.08.2025 03:53 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 19    ๐Ÿ” 3    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

gods peed

06.08.2025 05:17 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 31    ๐Ÿ” 2    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 4    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I like your setup ๐Ÿ˜€

06.08.2025 04:02 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

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