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Sam Smith πŸ¦‡

@samiv123.bsky.social

Bi goth woman who is just here to ramble

30 Followers  |  40 Following  |  62 Posts  |  Joined: 18.01.2025  |  1.7077

Latest posts by samiv123.bsky.social on Bluesky

True Believer by Hayley Williams might be one of the best songs I’ve ever heard. And as someone who spent a lot of years growing up in churches and in southern Kentucky it just screams to parts of my soul I’ve never been able to articulate before.

02.08.2025 22:18 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

If one more person is mean to me this week I’m going to throw up.

30.07.2025 14:11 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Caseo is what I thought pewdiepie was when I was 12.

30.07.2025 00:43 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

No it’s actually so stupid and frustrating that I am unable to sleep or stop crying because the fireworks are making me think of the shooting that I was completely unharmed in.

05.07.2025 03:34 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I literally cannot wrap my mind around selling EXPLOSIVES to the general public.

Also this week I have discovered that the shooting at my work last year has 100% given me ptsd so that’s making this holiday sound even more miserable than usual

02.07.2025 15:40 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Truly so very confused why a country so plagued by gun violence celebrates its existence with huge explosions.

02.07.2025 15:28 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Chronic illness sucks and I’m so tired of it

17.06.2025 21:23 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

If I can’t be a vampire in life I should at least get to be a ghost in a old castle when I die.

30.05.2025 01:11 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I love working in the beauty industry but the fatphobia that runs rampant in it is truly mentally exhausting me.

15.05.2025 21:51 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Ironically I am currently on a boat and struggling to get water. Alcohol? Loaded up. Water? There’s a limit…?

06.05.2025 21:54 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I am convinced that the most referenced horror icon in music is Freddy.

04.05.2025 22:03 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Like he I just such an evil evil person and I do not understand how people still watch his videos and brands still work with him?

03.05.2025 13:32 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

So confused how James Charles continues to have an audience after openly admitting to sexting minors, but now he’s housing his β€œfriends” abusive ex and gave said ex his β€œfriends” address after she broke a lease and moved for the specific reason of not wanting her abusive ex to know where she lives.

03.05.2025 13:32 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

I got in a car accident today on my way to my first job and on my way home from my second job I hit a rock and popped my tire and I do not own a spare tire or have extra money

26.04.2025 02:34 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Not a man hitting me with his car and it undeniably being his fault but him getting angry, cussing me out, and threatening me.

25.04.2025 12:32 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Randomly just remembered when my therapist in high school tried to set me up with her grandson after I just finished having a sobbing meltdown.

21.04.2025 02:04 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Invention idea: bisexual car, it’s a regular Kia soul but with 15 cup holders

19.04.2025 19:37 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

It’s really disturbing to me the way people make aesthetic edits using that poor girl from the Netflix documentary about CHILD ABUSE or that makeup influencer who just outed her ex as physically violent to her. Like why is my fyp on TikTok edits of abuse like ??? What is this???

12.04.2025 18:17 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

This week has already been a nightmare and I just clocked out for lunch only to discover someone threw out my food (tupperwear included) so I guess fuck Sam today.

11.04.2025 17:06 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Being a social media manager requires a shocking amount of googling how to do my job despite having a degree in my job

08.04.2025 19:42 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Sending anyone from this country to a foreign gulag, particularly without a court hearing, should rightfully end a presidency. Full stop.

08.04.2025 00:37 β€” πŸ‘ 28537    πŸ” 7108    πŸ’¬ 543    πŸ“Œ 316

Currently looking through and found a chunk of all of kid rocks CDs and they’re $3 each and they’ve clearly been here a while because they’re all dust and nothing else is dusty

05.04.2025 15:20 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

One of the funniest parts of looking at used CDs in record stores is the massive chunks of CDs from artists who randomly said racist stuff and people got rid of their music and then no one will buy it.

05.04.2025 15:20 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

I don’t even think I’m afraid of storms but everytime it gets stormy like this I’m so full of anxiety I have multiple panic attacks so many I am afraid of storms? Idk but we’re on number 7 today and I can’t sleep

03.04.2025 03:18 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I was 14 when gay marriage was legalized here and I remember thinking things could only get better from there. I didn’t even know I was queer for 2 more years, but I was so full of joy and hope for the future. I don’t understand how things changed so fast.

28.03.2025 01:24 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Nothing enrages me as much as repeating the same thing 1000 times to a fucking robot and the robot refusing to understand a single fucking thing I’m saying. I’ve been trying to get my bank card fixed for 2 months and keep having to argue with fucking ai and robot voices and it’s making me crazy.

24.03.2025 16:35 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I just don’t know how I’m supposed to just go to work and do my laundry and such when I feel like at any moment something horrible could happen to the people I love

24.03.2025 03:24 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

It’s genuinely so hard to just live my life normally when I’m watching the country swiftly descend into fascism. I had so much hope growing up that the world was slowly becoming a better place and it’s so so quickly become so scary.

24.03.2025 03:23 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

She just wants to be included

23.03.2025 04:13 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Jinx begs for literally everything we have which is so funny because she doesn’t like people food so even if we gave it to her she wouldn’t eat it

23.03.2025 04:13 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

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