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I wonder what’s up with zofran tasting different every few doses as it dissolves. It’s like every 3-4 doses it goes from a sweet like taste to a bitter “medicine” taste.

it’s even more demoralizing when the history you’re repeating is history you were around for the first time

Something I am thinking about right now is that a 3 million dollar program that allows abused women to take their pets with them to domestic violence shelters is about to be cut because “we don’t have the money” but the government is about to spend 1000000000x more than that to bomb people

I forgot that’s what they were called hahaha

Now I just have to figure out how and when to attempt to fix it.

There’s so much shit happening in this world as I type all this & I just want to find a way to remember that it’s not just ok, but necessary to balance caring about myself with caring about everything else.

On a positive note, in the time I have been in this withdrawn box I realized what finally broke me & have been able to work through it, have found some kindness, compassion, and acceptance for myself, recognized that i fumbled a lot of shit b/c of assumptions made from my own self hate.

a man in a suit and tie says that doesn 't make sense Alt: a man in a suit and tie says that doesn 't make sense

it in the worst way. It’d be one thing to just unplugged from social media but I “unplugged” from texts, phone calls, & hang outs with little to no warning. I feel like I just abandoned everything which indicates a lack of care & yet I care so deeply about 98% of what i abandoned.

Me typing that:

I saw a friend a couple days ago who said “I haven’t seen you in like a year! I for real thought you moved away and didn’t tell anyone. What have you been doing?! Who have you been hanging out with?”

It really made me think about how as bad as I have needed this time to myself, I really went about

Logged in for the first time in a while and this was at the top of my feed. A+ first few moments back on social media haha

Sorry if you see this multiple places. Trying to get all the pro’s/cons & recommendations as possible before I get some.

Oh yeah, should I be hash tagging over here? Still not sure how it all works but I’ll give it a shot.

#medsky

On the left are 2 black scrub caps lined in purple with buttons attache. On the right is a young person modeling the scrub cap while demonstrating how to wear a mask with the buttons.

Don’t need the ones w/ extra fabric for ponytails/long hair since my hair is getting completely chopped off before hand.

Solids/prints don't matter but matching my floor scrubs would be cool & not too hard since they’re usually black. Any/all suggestions welcome!

Anyone use something like this?

Question for any & all healthcare workers that use scrub caps: Can I get some insight on your favorite brands/ places to shop?
In a perfect world it would help against sweat or at least not make me feel like l'm overheating & i like ones w/ buttons to attach masks to give my ears a break sometimes.

a man with a beard is using a cell phone and saying i 'll take it Alt: a man with a beard is using a cell phone and saying i 'll take it

Doing this made me forget to grab my stuff from the fridge so working this shift on nothing but Miss Vickie’s Spicy Dill Pickle chips from vending. 7 hours into the shift & all is good. Pt requested a 5:30a wake up so might get home ~ an hour early if I dip out of here by 6am.

Let me know if you need any from Green 8, I can boost those

Im about to do something very dangerous: instead of heading into work and arriving almost an hour early, im going to “rest my eyes” for about 15-20 minutes & then leave.

I often regret this because getting up after feels even harder, but the temptation is just too much & I cave so easily 🥴

Elephant calf with trunk up

Elephant calf with trunk down

Elephant calf update: very baby

a woman sitting on a couch with her hand on her forehead says how embarrassing Alt: a woman sitting on a couch with her hand on her forehead says how embarrassing

Being bullied by an earworm is so rude & disrespectful 😂

I haven’t heard Radiohead since the mid 90’s, yet 30 yrs later when I want to be normal & socialize in some form, the chorus to Creep, & *only* the chorus, plays in my head on loop.

43 & still letting the chorus to a song bully me…😅??

Photo shows a street and protected bikeway cleared to pavement. The sidewalk is covered in snow with lots of footprints. Someone is riding a fat bike in the bikelane.

Ok, hear me out, … what if we decided people who rely on sidewalks to get around in winter ALSO deserved safety, accessibility and comfort?

#PlowMPLSSidewalks

I think i needed to read this.

IFS has been one of the toughest, yet best models for me once I stopped telling myself how stupid I felt about parts work.

I think I struggled b/c it makes me FEEL lol & I have a very bad habit of over intellectualizing emotions & tend to initially resist things that make me feel my feelings lol

a man in a suit and sweater is asking is that an internet Alt: a man in a suit and sweater is asking is that an internet

If I’m going to use this site i better learn about the different feeds pretty quick because I am realizing that I am a bit confused by things over here I didn’t bother to learn about when I first signed up or things that have been implemented while never logging in.

I feel like this rn lol

Thanks for this!

The inner part of a lower right leg wearing a black sock. The leg is pale AF except for a moderately large healing bruise made up of an ugly mixture of splotchy shades of “black & blue”, purples, & yellows

Earlier this week i tripped over my own fucking feet & fell pretty hard 🤡. However, the most ridiculous part is that the most painful “injury” came from accidentally stepping into a small desk trash can while stumbling to catch my balance LOL

(PS: sorry, Idk how to blur it/hide it behind a warning)

Not to sound dumb but are we talking about the video game? Cause it’s burning a hole on my Steam wishlist but i haven’t been able to get it yet.

This just makes me want to get it even sooner.

If you’re not talking about the game, ignore me lol

Also, if this is better, Venmo works as well: [@]Jordan-Springman

Help Jordan Recover from Unexpected Loss, organized by London Jimenez Hi. My name is London. I’m starting this fundraiser for my part… London Jimenez needs your support for Help Jordan Recover from Unexpected Loss

Posting everywhere I can. Someone I love a lot & who helped me thrive as a person when I lived in Oakland could really use some help. Pictures & explanation in the GFM.

TW: talk of shooting

gofund.me/0e79a971

Oh hi Bsky. I have no idea what’s up over here because I’m not often on any social media these days.

I miss it because it helped me stay in touch w/ people & ever since dwindling off it, I haven’t really talked to or seen anyone & anytime I want to try my brain gets in the way.

I hate it.

Not me logging into this site for the first time in months to this being the first thing I see and thinking “Yes!!” even though I’ve never watched 90 Day Fiancé but definitely know who Mohamed is 😂

Me to myself: “Damn, I can’t believe I’m turning 42 next week. It’s so weird! I don’t feel like I’m in my 40’s”

My body upon waking: “Ok bitch, well let me remind you”

May you find the courage to change something that isn’t true to the person you want to be or the life you want to live. It’s there. You’ve always had it, even if the world or your brain tries to make you believe you don’t.