tef

love that i took an adderall all to just really focus on how sad i am and chain smoke like 6 cigarettes smh anyways, keep up with doctors visits folks!

started using headphones as of late and unfortunately i do see the appeal over earbuds 😭😭 something about feeling my noggin be gently held feels very good to me

fuck imdb, ur about to get a wikifeet, beloved !!

i just want all my friends to know i think about you/them all the time, and i pray to whatever higher existence there is to keep all of you/them safe. the unyielding terror freezes my body into place, but at least i can do that. soon with the help of big farma, i’ll be able to use my muscles too 🙏🏻

finally having an intake for some store bought brain chemicals, so im hopeful that i will be able to face the Horrors soon without having to mentally check out in my room for days on end

dont be shy, say the name! or must i letterboxd u

“Sir we’ve lost the official My Bloody Valentine instagram account to an OF bot”

part of me feels naive, like duh, there are snakes anywhere and everywhere, but also like… damn how shitty of a human being do you have to be to seek out vulnerable people and prey on their personal obligations of advocacy for marginalized groups

i’m bummed but what makes me more sad is the fact that it sounds like they did the same thing someone i held in great regard did to me and my sister, and it hurts to know people who weaponize their identities to take advantage of their community exist

found out my fav podcaster/content creator is actually a pos and abuser this past weekend and im so disappointed lmao looking at my lil film and kink book section and felt a huge lump in my tummy

i hope you pack enough electrolytes and extra strength tylenol 🫂

i wanted to go but i will have been to see ministry the night before and i cannot handle two big events in a row… please…. enjoy it gdi !!!

big day for chicagoans and peruvians huh

why don’t teslas have fucking handles !! im slippin and sliding in the back seat constantly having to readjust myself like an arthritic 74 year old trying to get up from an armless chair

you should have one (1) but make it something nasty and it’ll kick the craving. i broke last year and had a marlboro red and could only have 5 puffs before gagging and tossing it

i love ny sm 😭😭

overheard the owner of this record store tell someone selling a benny blanco record “oh yeah, i know him, he comes here sometimes, he’s a fucking freak” LMAOOOO

what is the best way to manifest one’s downfall? because i got some bitches who need to face the consequences of their actions and more….

ooohhh!! okok!!! i might bug you about that in the future, i am learning about such things and doing more research on my end to know what it all does lol

!! omg!!! i remember !!!! that was such a fun day 😭 hehe i should back and we do it again >:)

god i saw this and i am sooo tempted but you’re so right… idk if i can ruin my sleep schedule like that 😭

also hi :•)

what is that :o

kinda wack living in a conservative town, kinda cool blasting my satanic music with the windows down to remind them all the devil and hell are real 🫶🏻

good morning yall, i am fighting the urge to spend an embarrassing amount of money on slime. how is everyone today ? ♥️