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Wheelchair netball where you can't more when you have the ball should exist. Seems like an easy 1 to 1 adaption.

chumbawamba tubthumping on repeat is holding me together trying to navigate ableism rn

I just realised that Americans call pants underpants, because they go under their pants.

Yeah awareness is cool but have you tried this wild thing called action?

That stops me doing normal social stuff and work stuff and community stuff and it just puts up a wall to people where I'm treated like a sneaky work around because I do something against health and safety (to do normal life stuff), or an official inspector there to catch out people

It's everything all the time. I don't want my talking to someone or doing something to always be an access convo where people feel bad but can't change shit

It just is breaking me, outside my room me that includes my wheelchair, the only reason I'm able to leave the house, being A BIG PROBLEM

I'm really tired of me and me wheelchair being a oftwn unintentional limit to me having work and sport access.
I am too much of a problem to even get in the room, and people feel bad and care, but they also shrug and don't even know who they would talk to to change.

Being a stress test of great accessibility policy with no substance makes you feel like you're demanding every space cater to you specifically.
But I don't¿?!
I just wanna be a person like everyone else and live in the world without needing to be an access conversation or even an access problem

I hate claw machine.
A reminder don't do them, they are rigged and they are designed to be infuriatingly incorrect and addictive.
Anything you win will feed repeat give machine money behaviour.
Just look the thing you want online secondhand
on eBay (:
You can always re donate.

Wheelchair boxing is real and cool. That's the skeet

I'm so sick and upset at being a wheelchair problem for even the most supportive policy having organisations . its hard.
It needs doing and I will live to do it but I really really don't want to.
But as the saying goes, if not me, who? Someone with more burdens than I? No.
I just feel so other.

Being in a wheelchair is currently barrier to me doing the thing everyone publicly villainises us for not doing. I don't want to see and fight a glaring discrimination size hole in an underfunded local council, that loves advocating inclusion and diversity . no one wants to feel this

But I am so tired of people shrugging their shoulders at me.

Trying to not fall into despair and giving up but fuck is it hard. I really understand the pull of my friends who fought so many parts of a world made explicitly not for them and gave up. It is dehumanising and crushing.
I'll be OK cause I'm always ok

What I am saying is using LLMs to create disabled resources because you're not talking to disabled people or you get good sessions from LLMs and just adding the access changes you want should be fine.
Disabled people often do that accessibility checking, and LLMs don't have the data for our variety

Using AI to explain or suggest accessible sport sessions /
just using it to meet legal obligations or even you care that disabled people are involved without resources
AI LLM don't understand disabled bodies, and will make suggestions that could be actively dangerous or cause injury.

Looking at accessible boxing stuff, this is a recent Boxing Scotland inclusion toolkit's "session delivery"
Is this AI? I can't make sense of a bunch of it but that might just be me? How do you tell?
www.boxingscotlandtoolkit.org/session-deli...

Library, access, colour, people info BOOKS friendly humans 10/10

While also feeling that beings interacting matter deeply and being small is good

Mebs the units must be wrong? Can code hold ridiculous quantities of data while being one thing? That seems like it is just my projection of the universe from my perspective on to it. While having a completely numerically insignificant data set

How do we have so much more data than units to code that data?

A Go board has 19 × 19 points, each of which can be empty or occupied by black or white, so there are 3(19 × 19) ≅ 10172 possible board positions, but "only" about 10170 of those positions are legal. Here are some of them:

OK, the there are more moves in "Go" than there are atoms in the universe,( norvig.com/atoms.html) pls fact chekv if I am wrong.
But apply this theory to freewill and maybe to we create more than the sum of our parts, we at the moment can't see all our parts let alone even guess how they interact.

Hello I am tired about being a wheelchair user trying to get a job with a large "disability competent employer" that has 80-90% of the relevant buildings being old Victorian ones with areas that I cannot get to b/c they're listed. Agrhegsggshsshdjhseggegeggdhdhhsnshsdhgdghdhegdhsgsgsg

I'm sorry I don't use amazon.

Sorry about the Instagram of this, I am working on moving on from it, mostly use it to find out about actions and events.

THIS OH DMAG THIS www.instagram.com/reel/DO3Rj8F...

Also it is now completely part of the search bar, if you search your own messages it also uses the AI and gives you suggestions for things you might want.
Leave me alone pls

ATTENTION

Meta AI is reading all your messages you have to go to each person and group you are in or profile and turn mannual on advanced privacy, one by one.

Im so frustrated with the predetory nature of meta ai being pushed by meta .

let me turn it off or I might sink into psychosis

I was trying to work out how to disabled WhatsApps search of my own messages including the AI.
I asked it and told it I didn't want to talk to the AI because I'm a vulnerable person to AI psychosis.
When it gave me the info (wrong) it ended the the conversation and reminded me I didn't want use AI

I really like kind people. I also love books. I got so many book recs this eve and am v v v excited about it