Goblin Fox

Lovely day today #bemoregoblin

Me over last ten years. Cancer thought me to dance in the rain and not give a single fuck. #breastcancer #fuckcancer

I'm midway through painting a mimic chest that I've crafted. #D&DSky #MimicChest #craftingsky

Close up shot of a female Banded Demoiselle. #InsectSky #MacroPhotography #NaturePhotography

This is Henry the Heron. He was right by the visitors centre at the Attenborough Nature Reserve. #Heron #UKBirding #BirdingSky #PhotographySky #WildlfePhotography

Acrobatic blue tit. #PhotographySky #birding #ukbirds #WildlifePhotography #Spoonie

I turned a bone I found on a beach into a necklace. #creepyart #craftingsky

Resting today. My brain was too awake last night. #Audhdsky #AutisticSky #ADHD #FND

A pile of colorful drawings - finished art with nowhere to go. I’m well enough to make art, but only very slowly, and my ability to learn, practice, and improve are heavily impaired. Although I can make the art, I’m also not well enough to meaningfully pursue putting it out into the world in most of the ways a typical artist would. They are out of reach, unsafe for me to do without a major risk of worsening my illness and level of functioning.

Being able to do things with me/cfs means having to fit it into a limited energy window, and take breaks when my body and brain are reaching their limit. Here I am laying down next to a lap table with an in-progress drawing on it, with a cat laying over me.

It’s me/cfs awareness day - hello from one of the #millionsMissing from participation in life.

Me/cfs wrecks hopes and dreams, and allows only the smallest slivers of them, if you’re lucky.

It’s also one of the most ignored and underfunded illnesses. It’s a scandal and we deserve better. #mecfs

Lindesfarn Priory #HolyIsland #lindesfarn #Ruins

Ringed Pluvers on Holy Island
#lindsefarn #HolyIsland #BirdPhotography #WildlifePhotography

This pupper is Freddie my mum and dad's #YorkshireTerrier #pupper #ActionShot

And breathe...

#mentalhealth #autistic #ahdh #Audhd #FNDsky #FND #DID #PluralSky

FND flaring. My right side feels shrunken and more numb than usual. Kind of cold and heavy. Making it hard to get comfy. #FND #FunctionalNeurologicalDisorder #Spoony #Disability

I ended a long term relationship two days ago. It was the right thing but still hurts. Trying to transition to friends. I miss her easy affection over text. We still text goodnight. #endofanera #relationships

Postdrome phase of migraine is kicking my arse. Bad migraine two nights ago and I'm like an exhausted space cadet still. Struggling to speak as well. #notjustamigraine #migraine #hemipalegicmigraine #FND

Bad migraine yesterday and last night. Felt like my bones were being pulled out of my face. Very out of it today but pains gone thankfully. #migraine #hemipalegicmigraine

I have tendonitis in my elbow, no lymph nodes on that side and have had very little pectoral muscle left on my chest due to a mastectomy. I have lymphoedema in my arm and granuloma annular on my elbow. But it's ok I can wait three weeks to be seen 🤦

Tendonitis in my elbow and costochondritis. Joyous.

Turnstone I had the pleasure of photographing in #Scarborough five years ago. #birdphotography #britshbirding #britishwildlife #naturephotography #lovenature #turnstone

This came up on my Facebook memories from 8 years ago. Feels very short apt in today's world. #lovingkindness #selflove #gratitude #kindness #bekind

Had a meeting about a complaint I made on behalf of my daughter about mental health services. It went well but I'm so drained today. I can't talk verbally very well. Words are hard. #Autistic #adhd #audhd #cptsd #shutdown

10 years since got my lobular breast cancer diagnosis. I'm still here ❤️ was stage 3C. Cancer can go blow a goat and get to fuckerty fuck #fuckcancer #lobularbreastcancer #stillnotdead #breastcancer #Stage3Cancer #lvd #fnd #neuropathy #lymphoedema #masectomy #chemotherapy

Today's been a good day. Hope yours has been too 😊

Going to be starting #topiramate to prevent #migraine soon. Any experiences? ngl low key nervous af about this medication #FND #HPM

Following on from right sided migraine yesterday, I had a left sided one this morning. Been feeling shite since Thursday and only just starting to feel more human again now. #FND #HPM #migraine