lex ✨

but also, i do not dream of labor. i wish i could just not have a job. i have so many more things i want to do with my life and there’s just no time ever

i wonder how long i’ll be able to last here w/o getting so horribly burnt out that it hurts me again. technically i never recovered from the burnout of my last job, that takes years. novelty was so helpful for a while, but now i’m used to this job and the daily duties, i can feel it starting again

the day to day at this job is sooo much better, and i still don’t hate every second of every day that i’m there like the last one. but it is pretty stressful. tons of info, constantly solving problems, and dealing with upset customers on the regular. this job is going to have an expiration date too.

tired of mondays, tired of winter, tired of work

new month is the best time for a new layout 🌸💿

we got lunch beforehand too, that’ll be omad today

the show was great! the kids did a really good job. apparently my brother helped build the set this time! i’m really glad he’s not too cool to hang out with me still 🥹

i keep thinking i need to switch to sugar free drinks to get rid of extra câls, but i can’t get over the difference in taste 😭

153.2! genuinely kinda expected to maintain, so i’ll take it ✅

every other weekend when my roommate is off work i have a sneaky scale mission to complete

definitely needed now and again. hope you have a good weekend! 🫶🏼

i always stay up too late on the weekends cause i don’t get to during the week anymore, then i sleep in too late, and get mad at myself for wasting so much of the only free time i get each week

on saturday, absolutely nothing, which i’m super looking forward to. then lunch and seeing a play with my little brother on sunday 🩵 how about you?

i’m so thankful that you’re okay!!! so good to hear from you 🫂🫶🏼

can’t wait for the weekend

today should be the day that i drink the extra celsius i have in the work fridge

yeah… i didn’t make it to bed until after 1am. i’m on like 4 hours of sleep 😭😭

also, i really don’t like the look of my body in the slightest. but lemme tell ya, seeing myself on the elliptical in the gym mirror was kinda hot ngl 🥵🙈

congrats!! you’ll do great 🤩

going to the store after the gym was a terrible idea though, i didn’t get home til 8:30. just finished omad a bit ago, and need to shower now. then it’s pretty much time for bed unfortunately

followed through 👏🏼✅

yesss i’ve been obsessed with it on pizza lately, it’s actually becoming a problem lol

work sent an email that they need to cut the internet for 10 mins to fix something,,, how did everyone get the email except the literal customer service department?? all we needed was a quick heads up to pause for a bit, now when everything comes back i have to make sure i didn’t lose all the info

just kinda feeling down this week, i think winter is starting to actually get to me. i just feel like it exacerbates the downsides of working full time. i’m so sick of brushing off my car every time I need to go somewhere. i’m tired and ready for a break that isn’t coming

i am not a home workout girlie, but at least i can say i did something still

promising myself that i’ll go tomorrow. might try to do some planks and sit ups or something at home tonight too to try to make up for it

didn’t go to the gym today 😞 the roads were already kinda scary, and it would just be worse once it’s dark out

this post aged so poorly LOL we’re getting so much snow rn

ughhh someone refreshed their page and it’s working now. 3 mins before the phone lines are supposed to turn on 😩😭 like girl why would you touch anything??

on the hunt for new moots after realizing that like 90% of the ppl i follow are inactive now. hopefully everyone is doing well and off living life 🫶🏼