I do, and it hurts.
06.10.2025 19:22 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0@misskimberlyn.bsky.social
Autistic Woman. Homeschooling Mama. Proud Canadian. Gamer. Reader. Writer. Weeb. Witch. INFvariable-T. Collector of figures, books, and tarot decks. I exist in fight or flight mode. o/
I do, and it hurts.
06.10.2025 19:22 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0You know, I think the sweetest thing about a romantic relationship to me is feeling the love of someone else rub off on you. As in, if someone else can love me and think I'm worth platonic, romantic, and sexual attention, maybe that does reflect on me as someone I could love more too
06.10.2025 04:46 โ ๐ 11 ๐ 5 ๐ฌ 2 ๐ 0A brown-and-white rabbit stands watchfully in a lush patch of clover while a toad sits calmly in the foreground, their earthy tones blending beautifully with the greenery. The two share the garden scene in quiet harmony โ a gentle meeting of fur and warty skin, soft whiskers and steady eyes. The image feels like a storybook moment between unlikely friends under the soft, overcast light.
Yoshon and Toad are about to release their hottest new album of 2025 titled "Hop Hop Revolu-shon" ๐ฐ๐ธ
#DailyYoshon
You werenโt โlow-maintenanceโ.
You were starving yourself of care.
You werenโt โresilientโ.
You were burned out.
You werenโt โbad at intimacyโ.
You were forced to perform it.
They thought you didnโt want connection.
But you needed it more than anyone.
Thatโs autism.
I am exhausted.
My mind is full
Of things I wish I'd told you -
Feelings, desires
Wishes, dreams,
A desperate need to hold you.
Why am I so fucking weak?
I should be letting go.
Instead I'm holding on
And hoping that you know
I love you.
You can be whole, Jerbear.
06.10.2025 13:54 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0You pulled the
heart from me
like excalibur
from the #stone.
I hope
you are worthy
of the #power
bestowed,
ensuring it's
not #abused.
Since, I can be
as the Lady of
the Lake,
clothed in
#ribbon & silk,
come to claim
it back.
#emoetry #WildWalkPrompt #vssdaily #whistpr
Heavy eyes
Heavy mind
Heavy heart
Lagertha from Vikings painting her chin with sacrificial blood
Them: Youโll calm down in your 40s.
Me in my 40s:
When sailing stygian watersโ
secret #realms of self,
I try to stear my #ship
clear of monsters
unlike Odysseus,
near #bitten by Charybdis.
Some parts #resemble
Penelope's loving arms,
others #associate
with Circe's witchy charms.
To truly know oneselfโ
An arduous journey
like a personal
Odyssey.
-
#tanka
Each lie dims thy soul
we associate with masks
not the silent truth
denying what spirit seeks
true bond beyond thy own self
โโโโโโโโโโโโโ
#haiku
Wearing borrowed truths
we associate with noise
stillness calls the soul
~rev
#vss365
#associate
#spiritual
Rory and Lorelai from Gilmore Girls walking in autumn
Matthew, Marcus and Miriam at the Bishop house with pumpkin (A Discover of Witches)
Buffy sifting through pumpkin guts.
Werewolf by Night.
What are everyone's most ~autumnal~ movies/shows/books? I want ORANGE SEASON STUFF.
Hit me!
The no-sleep-muscle-pain sucks, but at least insomnia came with company and a movie. Now and Then was really sweet and sad. I'm glad I watched it.
06.10.2025 10:46 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0Can I please be lost?
06.10.2025 08:04 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0This is a cool looking Oak tree, it looks like something out if a horror movie. Lots of moss covering and more hanging from the branches. With the sun coming through.
Halloweeny Tree
#trees #nature #oak #forest
#blueskyphtography
#naturephotography
#creepytree
#blueskyartshow
Just the cutest lil day-glow yellow backed long-toed salamander in some bark and rocks and stuff.
There are horrors aplenty in this world, but there is also this long-toed salamander I exposed when attempting to reroute a downspout. I'd never seen one before, their skin shimmers like gold leaf. Downspout job will be revisited when the space is salamanderless.
06.10.2025 05:17 โ ๐ 9 ๐ 1 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0There must be something in the water
'Cause everyday it's getting colder
And if only I could hold you
You'd keep my head from going under.
-Bruises, Lewis Capaldi
Chlora, a young calico kitten, lays on the top of a squished down fluffy cave bed, looking innocently off to one side. You can just see the white paws and little disgruntled face of her brother Phyll who was trying to nap inside the cave bed.
Nothing to see here. Just innocently chillinโ on top of the bed.
06.10.2025 03:23 โ ๐ 222 ๐ 25 ๐ฌ 4 ๐ 0What happens on Sundays?
I think we sink.
I don't know why. Sundays are so thin. You can almost always see the past.
Alex Dimitrov
from "Living in Timeโ
A small brown bunny rests in an open palm against a green grassy background with trees.
05.10.2025 13:40 โ ๐ 2274 ๐ 435 ๐ฌ 25 ๐ 30Itโs only in the Howlโs Moving Castle book, but Howl actually has a younger brother named Awooooooo.
06.10.2025 00:58 โ ๐ 23 ๐ 3 ๐ฌ 2 ๐ 1the red thread looped
around every decision,
a tangled web they could not see
stretching between them -
a wall
where they should have found
a path.
what a mess they made of destiny.
so she cut the string
right at the heart.
maybe now he would be able
to unravel his end.
maybe now,
she would be free.
stay with me, love
oh stay, in this momentary now
every breath
a brief bookmark
in a story we canโt
bear to close
#poetry
I'm alive! Here's my Dragon Age Flower Zine piece! ๐ผ ๐ผ ๐ผ
22.06.2025 01:57 โ ๐ 661 ๐ 209 ๐ฌ 4 ๐ 0daisy ๐ผ
#DragonAge #Merrill #DA2
Training collar that shocks you when you say mean things about yourself. โก
06.10.2025 00:17 โ ๐ 47 ๐ 2 ๐ฌ 3 ๐ 0Also, here is a thought: I wonder how much "not feeling like an adult" is correlated with impostor syndrome.
05.10.2025 15:31 โ ๐ 775 ๐ 43 ๐ฌ 37 ๐ 4Sundays are for having a little cry
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