Miza 🏳️‍⚧️

Feels good to be able to do this

in case you're wondering how the cope is going www.mediamatters.org/megyn-kelly/...

I never was a person who didn’t believe women when they said this sort of thing happens regularly to them, but it’s still jarring like babes I’m still plenty clocky, it just doesn’t matter because a lot of dudes are just Like That

*Man looks back up, our eyes meet again, and he gives me the creepiest smile I’ve ever seen in my life wtf*

Oh THAT’S what that feels like…

*At HEB after hot Pilates, getting some pistachios, sweaty and wearing a sport bra and yoga pants*

*Man at the other end of the aisle sees me, we lock eyes for a moment, then I watch as his gaze visibly drifts downward to my chest*

69 days ‘til bottom surgery!

Nice

There are people in this country who've gotten decades in prison simply for having a small amount of weed on them. Yet this man sexual assaults TEN WOMEN and all he gets is community service!!! Why because he's white and from a 'Prominent local family' ? This is evil. It should not be tolerated

In a day full of really lovely gender moments, this was easily the most meaningful

Literally almost crying before teaching tonight as a student of another instructor found me before her class and asked, in almost a whisper, if i could explain how to do a skill on straps without crushing your breasts, because she didn’t want to ask her male instructor about it

To be clear, I’m nothing but delighted by this. Every time someone outside of my head does something to confirm the progress I think I’ve made, I’m very happy

“ …I’m sorry, i just need to confirm, this is MISTER Jamiza Dar? This is about his health insurance, so I need to speak with him directly.”

*boy voice, clearly exasperated* “Yes, this is Jamiza Dar, can I help you, please?”

*Answers phone* “Hello?”

“Hi there, this is Sabrina calling from Blue Cross Blue Shield on behalf of Signa Health, is this Mr Ja…Jamiza Dar?”

“This is Jamiza”

“This is Mr Jamiza Dar?”

“This is Jamiza Dar”

“Just eleven more weeks of digging through the laundry to find my dance belts” I remind myself as I hurriedly dig through the laundry to find a dance belt

*flipping through old photos on timehop, stopping on a photo of myself from 8 years ago*

“Why do I have some random boy’s bathroom selfie saved in my photos?”

*beat*

*beat*

“Oh riiiiiiiiight…”

The transfem experience of stopping for gas at like 10pm the way you used to, followed immediately by the creeping awareness that you probably shouldn’t stop for gas at like 10pm the way you used to anymore

(But for real, I bet I could)

Less than ten months into transition, and already I’m dealing with intrusive thoughts when I look at my body like, “I bet you could sell pictures of your feet to men now,” is this the woke mind virus

Tetris Attack is one of my forever games. Literally just put it in front of me and leave me alone for six hours plz

The “good Christian boy who has mostly female friends and knows an awful lot about periods for some reason” to “deviant trans woman misandrist pipeline” is real ask me how I know

Imagine hating me and I’m literally just standing topless in front of my computer stimming on my boobs while I work

By episode 6 of MONSTER: THE ED GEIN STORY we’re exploring the inner life of a person who simply didn’t exist.

These dudes really looked at America’s preeminent boogeyman and decided what his backstory needed was a litany of CRAAAAZY WOMEN

Another, different member of the restaurant staff, handing me my bag: “excuse me, ma’am, you forgot your bag in the bathroom.”

Me: “omg thank you!!”

**End scene, eventually, but not before also being deadnamed at least once**

Me, leaving the bathroom and arriving at the table, tits barely contained in this top: “Hi, y’all”

My grandfather, to me: “Well hello, sir! How’re you doing!”

My grandfather, speaking to my wife back at the table: “So, where’s your old man?” *chuckles to himself*

My wife: “My *wife* is in the bathroom”

My grandfather, slowly, as if he’s learning how words work: “Your…wife…”

**Int. BBQ Restaurant in Small Southern United States town - Day**

Me, waiting to use the bathroom

Restaurant staff, squeezing past me: “Excuse me, ma’am; sorry to make you move”

Me, walking into the bathroom: “No problem!”

Content warning: if you don’t want to hear about a trans woman’s final year of erections, idk that sounds like a you problem, but maybe don’t listen

Transitioning from HIM to HER with Jamiza Dar Podcast Episode · The Expecting Aerialist · 10/21/2025 · 1h 2m

I got to be on my friend Kerry Wee’s podcast to talk about my experiences during my first year of transition, both as an aerialist and as a person. I think it was a fun and interesting chat! You can hear it here!

and definitely before I spent Three Entire Hours on Saturday literally passed out in my bed due to a completely inexplicable exhaustion that just happened to coincide with some pretty intense abdominal cramping and an equally inexplicable bout of acne that’s all

Look I think it’s important to mention the fact that I was actively advocating for paid menstrual leave long before I ever began transitioning…