Sam Whyte

🥲🥲 that's so, so kind of you.

It is!! So long as I sleep tonight tomorrow with be do-able.

Oh God, yeah. We had no choice! Mad

The Warriors

I'd settle for my old GP back who'd give me 28 diazepam every 6 months, and maybe a couple extra if there was some Life Event or other.

But your solution is waaay better.

As opposed to relentlessly hearing about it on what is ostensibly a platform for leisure time - that must be an absolute riot.

You lucky, lucky bastards.

Not that one sadly

I've long struggled with bouts of insomnia, but it's hardly ever been literally NO sleep. Then - bang. Five times in one month. Possibly linked to the first being particularly harrowing. It does some strange and dreadful things to you.

Oh, that's true.

Waiting until 10pm to go to bed, because I refuse to give myself jetlag without getting a holiday out of it.

I have been OUT and watched a very silly but enjoyable film. And socialised with cool and interesting people. I bailed early because I am a gibbering husk, and I've just decided not to speculate about how apparent that was.

The sudden, massive, and petrifying bill has been formally acknowledged as paid. And ya girl still has a cool £21.28 left over 😎

Calves in grey course white white adidas velcro trainers.

Bottoms also normal, aye?

White, brown haired woman in green puma tracking top and protect the dolls t shirt.

Mega sleep depived again, and I've gotta see people socially. I think I'm saying the majority of my words in the correct order.

I'm wearing normal clothes, right?

No one needs to know of the inner peculiarities.

You could always grow it out!!

I bet it would suit you actually!!

Thanks, mate. It's a nice thing, I've just been tossing and turning all night. Par for the vourse this week.

But there's no chance I'm crying off it. Not letting down someone I love yet again. You could saw my leg off and I'd still be there on time ruining the carpets.

Thanks x

My last doctor knew and trusted me and knew the schedule we'd established together that worked for me.

There's been no continuity of care the last 18 months so building that relationship and mutual respect is no longer there.

I've been madder than ever these past five weeks because of it

I got 56 a year, but extra if there was a particular life event that ws sending me under. And I'm perfectly happy to treat them with respect because we all need them to keep working for us

Hey! No suffering Olympics on my watch. Love and solidarity aplenty xx

I have to be up to do a thing in the morning. Pray for my sanity

Can't even imagine how I'd do that. I hate week and the thought of ket scares mne to death, but you'd have been entirely justified if that works for you.

Have you got a cool, silent room and blackout blinds and no noise coming from anything or anyone?

No, no one does. But it means no one can say it wont work.

They must know what a dangerous state they're leaving their patients in? Surely?

And coz I'm knackered I know I'll regret this long thread that nobody sked for in this morning 😂

- Risperidone. Similar as drowsy antihistimes with added extrapyrmadial sfx and agitation.

I get v.severe,disturbing sfx from all the drugs I've tried other than diazepam, zopiclone, and melatonin.

-drowsy antihistimines. Extreme dissociative symptoms. Like the waking REM sleep thingw/ more vivid hallucinations.

-mirtazapine. V vivid threatening hallucinations. Worst of them all.

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