Jagger Blaec

Thinking about how I absolutely thought I would die on Wednesday without him and now planning my next theater production 3 days later. Realizing I’m wild codependent in relationships so I really thrive flying solo

I can’t sleep so I’m watching a Nicole Kidman movie with 2.5 stars. He bought us Popeyes for dinner per my request and that #picklelemonade ain’t no joke.

I’m working on writing out our love story from the past 5 years as part of my #gratitudeandgrief process and feel very excited for what might be next. He’s currently snoring next to me and it’s insane to think about how much I’ll miss this sound when we are living apart and alone for the first time.

He unceremoniously signed a lease after alluding to a reconciliation but I am grateful that he was able to what I couldn’t and what’s best for both of us right now. We were getting extremely toxic during conflict due to a convo of a mood disorder (me) and occasional alcohol abuse (him).

Lolol totally bailed on Bluesky😭 I’m back. Consciously uncoupling from my 5 year relationship. Not ashamed to admit how much I love/loved this fucking man…slightly delusional he’ll come back if I set him free…making peace with the possibility that he won’t😭😭😭 helping each other pack

#griefjourney

The Lemkin Institute for Genocide Prevention and Human Security has issued a red flag alert for the United States of America

Historian of fascism here. It was a Nazi salute and a very belligerent one too.

Hey I called it

You a real one😂😂😂

Looks like no nudity allowed🤡

Not to be a creep but is there corn on here 👀👀👀😛💦

Hiii lol what’s good over here😂 send me good accounts 2 follow plz🙏🏿🧎🏾‍♀️

I have a headache bc I ran out of my antidepressant yesterday and now I’m crying for no particular reason …got a refill but the dose is wrong but it’ll have to do for now😩😩😩

#BlackSky say Hiiii! I’m boutta get that plug-in bc my feed is dry as helllll😭😭😭😭 comment and I’ll follow back bc HELLO???

Where y’all at?

Genuinely think anyone can “git gud” at any creative craft they are interested in. If we wanted to actually “democratize” art we would invest in housing, healthcare, food and education as human rights. All GenAI does is make people even more financially precarious and less able to pursue a passion

Working from home I ended up smoking 2 grams a day and eating 10-15 grams in edibles😩 I can’t be high at my new job so I’m way down but still need it to sleep.

Were you buying from a dispensary and did you try edibles instead or pairing with cbd? Cbn? Not to be that guy but just curious in case this happens to me someday.

I had to quit for a job for 5 days and thought I was going to die😭 but it also showed me how dependent I was

I'm queer but I'm not friendsgiving on thursday queer

Glad he’s dead.

That mini heart attack when trying to show a co-worker or family member a photo of your pet or a meme and they start swipin on their own😭😭😭

Literally sweat beads the entire time.

WHERE R THE FEMMES AND ASTROLOGERS??? I do not need to see another male comedian spewing a stale one-liner. I’ll give it to threads on their algo regarding similar interests and geolocation.

Surround yourself with the kind of people who support their local library, bakery, bookstore, and café.

Thinking about the girl I saw today on tiktok who has a shrine to the discontinued (in 2017) Crayola crayon color “Dandelion”. Not only is it a beautiful sight but her happiness from something so specifically obscure reminds me to start smaller for #gratitude.

I hate when white people get on here talkin about how much they “don’t understand” Kendrick and Drake’s beef and how it’s just two rich guys fighting over ego. It’s so much easier to shut the fuck up than to do that passive aggressive bullshit. ITS NOT FOR YOU THATS WHY BITCH.

Actually, in France male athletes wear jacquestraps to protect their oui ouis

An artwork of three ramune soda bottles, filled with tiny crystal hearts.

heart 💖 ramune

WHAT is the science behind taking an edible before a grocery run and it like activates SMACK dab in the middle of the trip 🥴

Adding a list of all the things I want and need to accomplish before 40 (later on when I’m zooted).

Unfortunately the unhealed parts of my trauma make me feel like the clock is ticking and this could all end tomorrow (working on this) but it’s both highly motivating and anxiety inducing…

But these goals could not have happened any sooner due to all the life experience that had to happen to lead me to this very moment. So all that to say I will be listing all the things I need to finish bc ageing has also made me painfully aware of my own mortality