Liz

Today was a frustrating day but I at least figured out what to do in response to part of it.

I was trying to avoid taking Ibuprofen for this headache but I want to sleep.

UPDATE!
1 more day to raise rent!
Look at my cute cat and then repost so he and I can stay housed!

770/2750 (renters insurance came out)

Roommates pay info:
cash.app/$DragonAField
venmo.com/u/Caeli-Field
www.paypal.me/caelifield

#mutualaid
#transmutualaid
#HelpFolksLive2025
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Am I as neurospicy as I think I am or just ADHD neurospicy?

If anyone has staying patient vibes, send them my way. Getting an assessment done regarding my mental health this week and am already impatient for answers 😆

Currently really enjoying this middle grade and I like that the color scheme kinda goes with my new Squishable.

Recently finished this. Five stars, though the other book I've read by this author is BUSINESS OR PLEASURE and I slightly preferred that one.

I also nailed this bookmark pairing.

Please enjoy this book cover where the ink colors almost make it look like Ang isn't wearing pants? I'm watching the show with @driretlan.rocks (my first time) and if there are pants-less scenes we have not yet gotten there.

This cat gets so offended when anyone dares join her in the king sized bed.

I think so? Like sometimes I eat my least favorite parts of a dish first. Or if I'm eating a frozen meal and the chicken has a gross texture, I will finish it and have like the pasta as my last bite.

She knows how to put on a grumpy face, but this cat snuggled me so hard this morning that she was starting to wedge herself underneath me.

What if the true meaning of Christmas is supporting small businesses so the oligarchs have a very shitty season?

😚

I brought the cat to bed to hang out, now she is staring at me and I have some regrets.

Someday I will talk about something other than myself but I am still learning what is and is not acceptable to me in friendships. 🙃

Also friendships still confuse me. If I sense someone is putting up a ton of guardrails, I am less likely to be open to the friendship.

I got sober at 35, basically a month before I turned 36. And sometimes it sucks that it took so long.

I have a lot of self-loathing for myself for getting involved in a DnD campaign when I was in active alcoholism, wanting friendships and not just a game, and not speaking up when someone else was talking over me (not maliciously but annoying).

Didn't sleep great last night and listened to an alarm chirp every 30 seconds for 5 hours today. I feel so sane and not overstimulated.

Dunkin is better anyways if you don't have a convenient locally owned spot.

Don't Buy Starbucks! At any location, today and beyond, while workers are on ULP strike!

As of this morning, Starbucks workers across the country are officially ON STRIKE. And we're prepared for this to become the biggest and longest ULP strike in Starbucks history.

Say #NoContractNoCoffee with us: DON'T BUY STARBUCKS for the duration of our open-ended ULP strike! $SBUX

My brain is screaming at me to self-isolate. I am telling said brain we need to let some things go.

Maybe all ADHD people knew this, but I started unpacking from this trip by tackling stuff they needed a lot of reorganizing into its homes first (makeup, jewelry) and wrapping up with stuff that just needs a hanger or something. I feel less burnt out on the process.

Currently watching an Instagram husband in the wild. Am I supposed to offer a safe word or something?

I've been getting back into the Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy series after many years, and the most relatable part is how everyday objects like doors and elevators have been imbued with artificial intelligence and it just makes them obnoxious and frustrating to use and everyone hates it.

Does this apply to grey tabby cats and does it make them diet voids?

I know we need rest and to recharge, but there's a privilege in being able to do so fairly easily. It begs the question of how I can help those who can't do it so easily.

Tonight before I did laundry, cat boxes, and the dishes I meditated and took a nap. And I keep forgetting that stopping for self care when I was fried was the most important thing I did today.

I do these things and then I see the bathroom that needs to be cleaned, trash that needs to go out. I keep wanting the sense of accomplishment to hit and it doesn't.

I keep doing things that should help my self-esteem: deep cleaned my home office, scrubbed out the fridge, sold some books to the used bookstore, and got my wedding rings resized.

My head hurts because I didn't drink enough water or sleep enough this week.