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call me oakleaf or sui (随). scribbler of fairy-stories, painter of imaginary lands. audhd. multi-fandom. theLoyalRoyalGuard on ao3. not chinese, it’s a fandom nickname. she/they

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a woman in a blue dress is laughing and saying nervous laughter . ALT: a woman in a blue dress is laughing and saying nervous laughter .
06.02.2026 00:07 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Hi #WeeknightWriters! I’m oakleaf, and I’m still chugging away at my “guy and dog rescue two elf princes by accident” wip. It’s coming along slowly as I find my way into the climax… of book one. I have a strong feeling there’s going to be at least a book two 😂

06.02.2026 00:02 — 👍 9    🔁 1    💬 1    📌 0

How I know a book/fic is really good: I get too involved and have to stop reading it 😩

05.02.2026 22:57 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

It drives me bonkers how hard it is for me to read fiction anymore. It’s not even that I can’t focus or can’t get invested, it’s almost the opposite. If I can focus long enough to get invested my brain goes in so hard on it that sometimes it gives me anxiety?? Anyone else have this or am I broken???

05.02.2026 22:56 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

FELT. Sometimes you just gotta give the characters the healing you can’t get yourself

05.02.2026 21:49 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

You’re Avery and US healthcare is the hagstone

05.02.2026 20:02 — 👍 1    🔁 1    💬 1    📌 0

Also do yourself a favor and watch the full extended interview on YouTube it’s wonderful

05.02.2026 18:19 — 👍 5    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Still crying over Ian McKellen delivering that monologue

Shakespeare is timeless and people have always been the same

05.02.2026 18:18 — 👍 6    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

🫂

05.02.2026 15:12 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

You want 'British values', here's national treasure Ian McKellen performing a speech by national hero William Shakespeare about how we should be humane and welcoming to migrants and refugees. bsky.app/profile/lala...

05.02.2026 13:08 — 👍 237    🔁 83    💬 3    📌 2

I’ve been so exhausted all day and now it’s nearly 2am and I’m wide awake!!! Ahhhh

05.02.2026 06:45 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

YEAH in hindsight……

05.02.2026 05:16 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Given that I think playing the cello as a kid contributed to some of my problems I can attest that use actually can make things worse! Like I would have had scoliosis anyway, but weird one-sided body use didn’t help I think

05.02.2026 03:42 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

I think we did lol but no I’m not (I used to play the cello which is pretty left-hand heavy but otherwise no)

05.02.2026 03:35 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

My left side is also cursed!! What’s with that!!!

05.02.2026 03:30 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

pls I’ve had a hard day

05.02.2026 02:40 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

A babyyyy

05.02.2026 02:29 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

I have unscented moisturizer and I can still just barely handle the smell. My mom put on lotion the other day and it wasn’t even a bad scent (I like coconut) but it was SO STRONG. Just from moisturizer! Why!! And it’s like no one else notices!!!

05.02.2026 00:34 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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Achilles & Patroclus (2021)

22.10.2024 17:37 — 👍 370    🔁 155    💬 2    📌 3

Legit it’s been hours with the exhaust fan on and a window open despite it being literally below freezing outside and it still smells but only I can smell it!!! Also, perfumes and scented lotions are crimes against us specifically

04.02.2026 22:59 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
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a group of people are dancing on a stage with the words they had it coming behind them . ALT: a group of people are dancing on a stage with the words they had it coming behind them .
04.02.2026 22:19 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Mmmm the delicious smell of becoming a demon to your abuser

04.02.2026 22:12 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
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There is No Such Thing as ‘Real’ Wuxia The global popularity of Chinese historical fantasy has brought forward a new era of female writers. How did this revolution start?

Thrilled my article on the contributions of female writers to the #Wuxia genre (published recently in ArtReview's magagzine) is now on their website. The work of women writers and gender rep has been a major part of my research, which I hope to put in the upcoming book! artreview.com/there-is-no-...

04.02.2026 20:55 — 👍 155    🔁 58    💬 3    📌 3

I mean, I won’t die like people with peanut allergies, but it does make me feel pretty unwell. I’ve known I was sensitive to garlic for years and just made an effort to eat less of it and always well cooked down, but now it’s a big Nope. I could never bite into an onion 😂

04.02.2026 22:01 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

The food one is, I have some sort of sensitivity to alliums (onion and especially garlic are the worst offenders for me). I used to be able to eat them in small amounts but at this point even the smell is enough to make me feel ill. The chemical stuff and other smells I have no idea

04.02.2026 21:04 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Bodies are truly very strange. Mine goes “a smell? NO” and makes me feel immediately unwell. Even certain cooking smells. Idk why!!!

04.02.2026 20:50 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

My wild ass guess is that this could be impacted by moisture levels in your sinuses (more moisture means more smell, probably why smells are worse for you with hot water involved). But yeah my sniffer is a bit TOO GOOD and it’s no fun

04.02.2026 20:42 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

I don’t think the kind I have does but I can try it

04.02.2026 20:10 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

And no I can’t go somewhere else I work from home I’m on the clock

04.02.2026 19:31 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 3    📌 0

Lemme tell ya being super sensitive to smells and especially cleaning supplies SUCKS BALLS DUDE. People I live with are very reasonably trying to like! Clean things! Which is normal and fine and I am FUCKING MISERABLE

04.02.2026 19:31 — 👍 7    🔁 0    💬 2    📌 0

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