The OG Philosopher of Bitcoin

True. The thesis is the difference. Without one, it’s gambling. With one, it’s responsibility.

What My Therapist Doesn't Understand About Bitcoin Conviction or delusion? The line is thinner than we admit.

Conviction and recklessness look identical from the outside.
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The market doesn’t look panicked. It just looks fatigued. Lower highs, quicker reversals. Energy fading before anything decisive happens.
This is usually the part where people start arguing louder. Sometimes the chart tells you more by slowing down than by crashing.

Markets move. They don’t ask how you feel about it.
Not about your entry. Not about your arguments. Not about your certainty.
Volatility tests price.
It also tests your nervous system.Most people track one and ignore the other.

Holding through a crash tests your conviction.
Living with someone who holds through a crash tests your marriage. Price volatility is public.
Emotional volatility is private. Most people only talk about one of those.

What It Cost Her I held through the crash. She held through me.

I held through the crash.
She held through me.
Everyone praises conviction when price goes up. No one talks about what that conviction costs at home. This one isn’t about Bitcoin.It’s about what it cost her.
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A downtrend doesn’t usually break people.
It’s the grinding uncertainty.
The maybe I was early thoughts.
The silence.
Volatility is loud.
Doubt is quiet.

The Friend Who Bought at the Top I told him about Bitcoin early. He listened too late. We don’t talk anymore.

Timing turns truth into resentment. That’s the part we don’t talk about when we talk about Bitcoin.
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Lately I’ve been thinking about milestones that don’t feel celebratory.
The ones that arrive heavy.

Every drawdown feels personal while you’re inside it. From a distance, they’re mostly about how much uncertainty someone can sit with.

I’ve learned this the hard way. Being right long-term doesn’t help if you panic short-term.

Red days don’t test your strategy. They test your nervous system.That’s why most people exit after they were already right.

The Trust Paradox Bitcoin taught me to verify everything. I didn’t realize what it would cost.

Some principles work perfectly for money.
They don’t always translate to relationships.
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What Happens When Your Net Worth Passes Your Father’s Bitcoin made me wealthier than my dad. It doesn’t feel like winning.

Some milestones aren’t celebrations.
I passed my father’s net worth years ago.
It didn’t feel like winning.
I’m still sitting with what it actually means.
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Ending the week realizing something simple.
Avoidance is exhausting.
Even when it feels easier than honesty.

Growth isn’t becoming more confident. It’s becoming more honest about the things you still avoid.That part takes longer.

There’s a difference between privacy and avoidance.

I’ve spent years pretending not to notice it.

The Conversation I Still Haven’t Had With My Father Eight years of deflection, one belief I was afraid to explain.

I've avoided one conversation for eight years.

Not because I don’t know what to say.
But because once you say it, you can’t unsay it.

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Sitting quietly this evening, realizing something.

Some beliefs don’t argue with you. They just slowly change how you live.

That part takes longer to notice.

Why Bitcoin Made Me a Worse Person (And Why That Might Be Okay) Fifteen years of holding didn’t just change my finances. It changed how I judge people, time, and myself.

Bitcoin didn’t just change my finances.
Over time it changed how I see people, time, and even myself.
Some of those changes feel like growth.
Some feel like loss.
I don’t think that trade-off gets talked about enough.
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The Things You Carry in Silence On money, memory, and the decisions you never explain.

Not your keys, not your coins.

But the hardest things to protect aren’t stored anywhere.

You carry them.
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11:45 PM on New Year's Eve.
No predictions for 2026.
No price targets.
No resolutions about Bitcoin.

Just one commitment: ask better questions.

Not, Will Bitcoin go up?
But, What kind of person am I becoming while I wait for it to go up?

That's the question I'm taking into 2026.

Happy New Year.

The Hardest Part of Bitcoin Isn’t Volatility It’s who you become while you wait.

The hardest part of Bitcoin
was never the price.
It’s who waiting turns you into.

That’s what I’ve been sitting with lately.
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I used to check Bitcoin prices on Christmas morning.
Then I realized what that said about me.
Not that I was greedy.
I was terrified of missing something.
The price will still be there on December 26th.
Your nervous system needs the break more than you need the update.

I assumed being right would make the waiting easier,it didn’t.

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A struggling market doesn’t mean the thesis failed.

It means the noise got louder than the signal.

Conviction doesn’t always sound loud. Sometimes it sounds like restraint.

WHY I DON'T TELL PEOPLE I HOLD BITCOIN ANYMORE So how much do you have? The question that ended my evangelism.

I used to explain Bitcoin.

Now I mostly stay quiet.

Some questions aren’t curiosity, they’re extraction.

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Most people don’t lose money in Bitcoin.

They lose confidence.

Usually right before they would have been right.

Bitcoin has a way of revealing something uncomfortable.

Most people don’t struggle with volatility, they struggle with being alone in their conviction.

It’s not the price swings that break them, it’s the silence when everyone else disagrees.