stevie ✨

The ONE TIME I decide to drink in bed because I've been so fucking stressed I SPILL IT on my shirt wtaf

It's finally not 90 fucking degrees, I'm actually freezing, this is great! I can take scalding hot showers again!!

These a holes are fuckin with me

There's water in it

I'm going to check the fridge again before I go upstairs to bed

The last time I made this mistake I forgot to refill the bottle of water I keep in the fridge (because I do not have ice) and I didn't have cold water when I went to bed the next night and I was very upset. I did not make that mistake this time. I definitely filled up the bottle.

It was a mistake to have the equivalent of 4 shots of vodka, it is only Thursday and I have to work in the morning

This is for entertainment purposes only and no one even looks at my posts so why am I bothering with any of this.

I want to make it very clear that I do NOT think that I'm telling the future as it will happen or is supposed to happen. People have free will & shit happens & I am not infallible. This is just what I'm seeing now, at this point in time. I could be reading wrong and this could all be bullshit.

The Knight: Triumph over Adversity. This is the only card that represents D. This card means moving forward, pressing on. I have been worried that D will not guard his heart. This card tells me he won't be hurt as badly again and that he, at least, has accepted the break and he is armored now.

The Siren: A Temptation May Lead You Astray. This card feels very bad. There is someone, or something, that has T's ear and he very much wants to listen to this person or thing. He is unfortunately anchored to it. It could be a belief or a feeling. My mind doesn't want me looking at this card.

The King: Authority and Diplomacy. When I pulled this card I immediately saw TB Dad. It feels like he's looking at me through this card. TB Dad has very paternal, respectable energy. This is another good card. Seeing this card relaxed me.

The Hand of Fate: Forces Beyond Your Control Intervene. This sounds like a contract that T can't get out of, or a friendship/relationship that he feels is trapping him. This card feels very negative but I'm not sure that it means its end result would actually be considered bad.

This spread has very T energy so I'm reading it for him.

Winds of Change: Your Surroundings Will Undergo Transition. T is moving. Mentally or spiritually or physically. Based on what he's described of his mental state recently, this card has good or neutral feelings instead of bad.

Someone said "oh a bunch of people did tar0t readings on D and T and they're all saying the same thing" and I was curious so I did my own reading. I don't use traditional tar0t cards which are easier for me to read. I feel stupid when I do readings and I haven't done one in probably a decade.

Ok I lied it's only MOSTLY full

Oh my God I just remembered all the rings on my night stand

An assortment of sterling silver rings, separated into individual baggies, inside of a pink storage box.

I'm so cooked

So I'm moving, right. And I have to consolidate all my jewelry (see: rings) all in one place. I have a display tray that holds 72 rings. Which is full.

I also have these. I had to order another display tray. My boyfriend is going to kill me. He has never seen my full collection.

You know what the problem is when you work in retail and they put you in the cosmetics department? You end up with a lot of cosmetics and perfume. Which is hard to deal with when you're trying to move.

"Oh but Stevie you're a little witchy punk goth what do you mean you like these cutesey little dolls"

As someone who very unironically collected porcelain dolls alongside their grandmother, this was a dangerous purchase and now I want them all (blind box collectible)

I am now lying on top of all my blankets... Lightly sweating... Both fans going... And I think there's a skunk outside. Perfect, fantastic.

It has been relatively cool the past few days & nights: the nights so cool that I did not need both of my fans working in tandem so I could fall asleep. Last night I had to pull up all of my blankets from the foot of my mattress & even cover my head/shoulders with my microfleece blanket.

Thanks to, and this is what I've heard & can't be assed to verify, "corn sweat" from the midwest I am once again suffering in the heat & humidity. My ankle started killing me last night (and it still hurts) and a few hours ago I developed an intense migraine that is defying 1000mg of acetaminophen

Sunscreen for babies has no business being as good as it is (lie) I used it on my face and absorbed really well and it didn't make my face look greasy

I LIVE IN NEW ENGLAND

Oh and this is Monday (and Tuesday)