I'm still on hiatus, but I don't think I posted this
(there's a link to the first chapter inside)
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I'm still on hiatus, but I don't think I posted this
(there's a link to the first chapter inside)
Still on social media hiatus but also look at this pirate story I put up last week
Tomorrow's post is a writing post, so, y'know... π
(no, I have no idea what to name this book, but I do know how it ends)
I'm still on social media break, but I have a blog update with some details about why it was necessary and what I'm doing about it
Meds seem to be doing good for me, I think, by the way. We'll see
I'm still on social media break, but I have a blog update with some details about why it was necessary and what I'm doing about it
Meds seem to be doing good for me, I think, by the way. We'll see
Thank you. Gonna take a social media break and try to get the PTSD to chill the fuck out
03.02.2026 21:57 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0I'm taking a social media hiatus. The PTSD has been bugging out since September and right now it's BEYOND my control. I'm so far out of my depth right now I'm actually underwater
Meds appointment tomorrow. I'm TRYING
But right now I am just struggling to remember I want to keep breathing
Thank you. We'll hope
03.02.2026 21:34 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Not doing good
03.02.2026 02:22 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 2 π 0Cell service where I live basically doesn't exist right now. I managed to find a tiny corner in the back yard
A lot to say, little I care to right now. PTSD is being a bitch. Not without trigger, but it's a hair trigger and I'm not sure why that's happening
Talking to doc about meds on Wednesday
"Look, there goes another fucking puppet elected
Dance little puppet, dance for the neglected
Impunity from truth, lies come to be expected
Sever head of Hydra, two parties resurrected"
Among other fucking BARS, no wonder this song is getting suppressed
"Look, there goes another fucking puppet elected
Dance little puppet, dance for the neglected
Impunity from truth, lies come to be expected
Sever head of Hydra, two parties resurrected"
Among other fucking BARS, no wonder this song is getting suppressed
I'm not a big fan of pain induced seizures, most definitely! I'd rather go to the Andromeda galaxy
31.01.2026 20:36 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0I take my coffee with a lil sweet and a lil creamy. But I still haven't had any in a while now
31.01.2026 19:48 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Last night I decided going to space was safer than listening my knee yell at me
31.01.2026 19:47 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0I've got three VERY angry tendons. I think I'm going to hit the epsom salts with arnica in a minute here. Just gathering my fortitude to stand up
31.01.2026 19:46 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0Yay, alive blanket Crow!
Also alive. A little regrettably this morning, my fucking KNEE π
How was Pickle this morning? I hope you get nice and toasty when you're home!
31.01.2026 17:20 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0I swear my periodic desire to howl at the full moon is unrelated
30.01.2026 19:24 β π 7 π 1 π¬ 0 π 0I want to talk to both my fellow artist and to non artists for a minute about something. To be an artist comes with a duty to humanity, passed down through history
Our duty is truth. That truth can be gentle, that truth can scream, that truth can hit like a truck
Strap in, I've got a π§΅
This just came through my brain:
The right wing right now are uninformed cowards. They ACT but out of their own terror of what they don't understand
The left wing right now are INFORMED cowards. They DON'T act even though they can see the damage happening for fear of being perceived negatively
"I fought a war inside myself
The war of every working man
The war of whats and whys and hows
And when's the time to take a stand?
And who's the one that put me in my place?
You? Or is it God?
Is compliance staying silent
If defiance comes from love?"
And SO MANY other lyrics I could quote omfg
This is actively getting suppressed. It's in the Top 10 charts but reach of the video is being limited
Literally just watch the first 2 minutes and you can probably guess why. By the end, you will have NO QUESTIONS about it
The word "ret*rded" is in it, but gang, that's BAIT. OBVIOUS bait, to boot
no u
31.01.2026 02:51 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Music is amazing
The new Ren song that came out is... fucking amazing. LIL overstimulating. Just fucking MINDBLOWING
I'm taking a break from it because my brain is having a rough time at the minute
Yep! We've noticed
31.01.2026 02:03 β π 3 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Those are EXTREMELY rad
31.01.2026 02:02 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0I just had a weed gummy, but for unrelated "my knee hurts like fuck and my amygdala is causing problems elsewhere and those are both influencing each other" problems
I'm fine, if you ignore my knee hurting like fuck. I've got an icepack on the job
Yep, that's what I meant
Non-horrific endings for Ren's characters... hmm
Wellllllll, let's see what happens with Richard too, right?
I am doing my solidest!
30.01.2026 22:12 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0"I fought a war inside myself
The war of every working man
The war of whats and whys and hows
And when's the time to take a stand?
And who's the one that put me in my place?
You? Or is it God?
Is compliance staying silent
If defiance comes from love?"
And SO MANY other lyrics I could quote omfg