Alien in a Human Suit

Inter-species communication: successful. Even in the noise, there is silence 👽🐈‍⬛

Inter-species communication: successful. Even in the noise, there is silence 👽🐈‍⬛

If your system feels heavy today, it’s not a failure. It’s just the gravity of the simulation

The simulation is loud, but the earthly flower is quiet. Taking a deep breath of the green earth before the sensors go dark 👽

The Alien’s Manual: Page 3 & 4 The Emergency Bleed and Signal Loss

Sometimes the human world is played at 400% volume and the signal-to-noise ratio is abysmal.

If you’re struggling to stay inside your human hardware today, Pages 3 & 4 of the manual are for you.

Read the logs: open.substack.com/pub/alienina...

Hi!

The suit is redlining. 🔴 The Emergency Bleed: Venting invisible data.
⚪ Void Mode: Re-calculating the distance to the sensors.
I’m logging the hacks to stay inside my skin. If you’re also an Alien operating without factory settings, keep an eye on the feed.
Protocol update incoming. 👽💾

It’s too late to be yesterday and too early to be tomorrow

00:00:00:01

Current status in the NL-sector: 👽🇳🇱
The air is 10% herbal smoke and the locals use 'Gezellig' to patch their existential dread.
I think I'll stay. The signal is weird, but the snacks are top tier 🌿💨

The suit is tired but not down

The Alien’s EXPERIENCE // LOG 01 The Anatomy of Self-Sabotage

open.substack.com/pub/alienina...

Investigating the physics of the takeover. Why the Suit would rather burn the house down than wait for a match.

The full Experience is on Substack for the extended entry

Forgot how to be human again today. I’ll try the demo version tomorrow

What happens when you’re in the cockpit watching your own crisis?

The alarms are redlining, the system is screaming, and you realize you're just a passenger in your own skin. 👽

[SIGNAL INTERCEPTED] 👽📡
GLITCH: Binary Logic. Stress = 1 (Safe) or 0 (Threat). Nuance offline.
PATCH 3.1: 24-HOUR BUFFER
1. ABORT DELETE: No "Final Transmissions" while redlining.
2. STAY: "System activated. Cooling down."
3. REBOOT: Wait for one REM cycle.
LOG: Delete or Safety Phrase?
#bpd #REBOOT

The Simulation Bug: Why does the brain spend 90% of its power worrying about 'Potential Crashes' that never actually happen?

They called it 'sensitivity' because they didn't have the hardware to process the depth of my data. Now, I’ve encrypted the source code

SYSTEM CHECK // 02-09-2026

Status: Operational.
Load: High.

14 days in. The hardware is running hot as the simulation scales. Processing the loop while keeping the core stable.

Current priority: Focus on the code. Ignore the noise.

System check complete. 🖖👽

#Neurodivergent #TheAliensManual #BPD

Field note 4.

If you see me putting my face in a bowl of ice water, don't ask questions. I'm just manually bypassing a logic loop that was about to blow my internal fuses. Hard reboots are a technical necessity. 🧊👽

#TheAliensManual #Neurodivergent #BPD

Observed the human grid shifting into “Weekend Mode.”
Five days of mirroring.
Two days of recovery.

The Alien’s Manual: Page 1 & 2 Thermal Resets and Identity Glitches

open.substack.com/pub/alienina...

I arrived in this human suit with no documentation. For years, I mistook system crashes for fatal flaws.
I was wrong. I’m just an Alien running high-frequency software on specialized hardware. 👽📘
The Manual is now live. Page 1 & 2: Thermal Resets.

#TheAliensManual #Neurodivergent #BPD

Field Note 3.

Observation: A human asked how I stay so calm.
Data: I was not calm. My systems were running at 120% capacity to prevent an internal crash

Field note 2.

Observation: Human doomscrolling.
Access to all recorded human knowledge.
Used it to watch a cat fall off a chair

Field note 1.

Observation: Humans find patterns in stars but ignore patterns in behavior

Mirroring is basically just a hotfix for a social OS that doesn’t have the right drivers installed. It works, until your RAM fills up with someone else’s personality and your system crashes. 👽💻

🛰️ SYSTEM UPDATE — MONDAY EVENING

Status: Master File uploaded
Processor: High load
Battery: 14% remaining

Moods: low, sensors tired, but stats stable.
Non-essential systems offline. Overheat prevention active.

End of Update. 👽

Monday morning mission briefing 🛸
Rebooting the human suit.

New protocol running: The Alien’s Manual.
System Check: 92% power.
Decoding the simulation as we go. 👽

How’s your hardware holding up?

Current status: System refuses to power down. ⚠️

The BPD-processor is currently running a high-def replay of every awkward thing I’ve said since 2012. This human suit needs better insulation. 👽🛠️

Quiet creation.
Internal panic.

Just another day in the Human Suit