haha yeah

my most listened to artist in the year i finally accepted i’m trans was Jreg and now it’s Sabrina Carpenter

greatest music taste glow up of all time?

listen, if you’re the chosen one in this lifetime, why not also in seventeen more lifetimes?

when the equanimity is a little too perfect

i gotta say, one of the best parts of watching miami vice is when they take a big swing on another outfit to put don johnson in, and with big risks come big rewards as well as big fashion crimes

this is why actually smart leaders get so bored 😛

his favourite colour isn’t red for no reason

all of them have over-exaggerated expressions that are unsettling, and sometimes they subtly transform into other people.

anyway, i’ll keep ignoring them for now 😛

most of the “people” are not quite proportioned properly - like a tiger is oddly proportioned compared to a housecat. some of them i recognise as being meant to be “me”, but uncanny. i don’t recognise the others, though they sometimes have familiar archetypes.

day twenty seven - it is a lot easier to not fall asleep when you can sleep properly again after a period of stress lol. i’m also getting a feel for the key of not trying, which is hilariously elusive, but the model of play seems a good start. also seem to see strange “people” on the edge of sleep.

the year is 2029

the AI bubble has popped, but 50% of all resources are now dedicated to AI agents trying to scam people out of their remaining retirement funds

the other 50% of resources go to AI agents trying to counter the first group of AI agents

ha! amazing

INAGADDAREPLYGIRL, BABY

[orson welles drunk on the job voice]

there is a california suffering, *inspired* by that same french ennui…

🤙

now there’s a name i haven’t heard in many a moon…

i have devised a genius expression for nonbinary fashion successes:

“serving conckt”

yes i am drinking

you know, i never considered a coven before, but in this moment…

In The Garden of The Reply Girls

WHO TOLD YOU ABOUT MY NEXT WORKING?!

when you receive news that makes you severely relieved and severely angry all at once

imagine not realising that relying on written records that have survived for your understanding of “what humans used to be like” is yet another equivalent of the drunk searching for their lost car keys where the light is good

daaaaaaaaamn!

we all must

i realised that the robot guessed i am 44 because it thinks i am listening to ‘90s shit and my trans daughter is listening to mimi zima and sabrina carpenter on my account lol

day twenty six, and a very good one! started out like yesterday, but just let the distractions do their thing until i remembered the breath again. hard almost the whole way, and then late in the game… a few minutes of sublime balance between attention and awareness, bright-minded and effortless.

a long time ago, i went down a notoriously rough water slide, and discovered my sinuses had been previously blocked more than i thought - they just needed to get hit by water at high speed 😅

hokay, day twenty five, and i really needed more sleep 😭 resisting sleepiness made me so agitated that i ended up checking the time, with just over a minute to go! easy enough to finish off, but annoying. a tough sit with sleepiness, agitation, anxiety, hunger, thirst, and feeling overheated.

the begrudgement of the respectfulry

i simply need to make an Ecco the Dolphin film immediately

people are constantly surprised that a decade of university education leads to having learned a lot hahaha