Jess Swanson

THE COVER IS BEAUTIFUL. TAYLOR IS SO GORGEOUS!!!

TS12!!!!!

But I’m not waiting 40 minutes to buy the vinyl. I’m going to sleep. 😴

I just wanted to see what it was and then go to sleep. Of course we broke the damn website. But I can’t go to bed now!

How long are episodes of New Heights usually? Because I got Big Brother at 8pm on Wednesday.

I get 12 boxes total! So I’ll let you know about each one. I think the first one will be sent soon but then the rest they made a schedule so I get them at the right time since our wedding is over a year away!

My fiancée have been on a good track for wedding planning, but I’m having a hard time fully believing that I am going to be a bride! So I got myself a bridal subscription box. I’m pretty excited for all the bridal and engagement stuff that I never can justify buying when we’re out.

Me yelling at our cats at bedtime: I ask for ONE THING in this house, and that is a butthole free pillow!

A new season of Big Brother always feels like the start of summer for me. Which made a lot more sense when it started in June. Lol. #BigBrother27 #bbsky

Me at home over a thousand miles away: Damn. I can’t believe Tower of Terror only has a 25 minute wait. #disney #wdw

Working from home today to help with my mental health and get away from all the distractions at work. I forgot I live with the biggest distraction of all, a silly orange cat. He just loves to cause havoc in the attempt to get any attention from me.

Me this morning: Well luckily today should be the only rough day at work this week.
Me now: It’s so much worse than I thought. 😭

I got so many works calls today (today is my day off) and the job site calling him will be there again tomorrow. I am so scared someone will wake me up with a phone call tomorrow. I am so tired. I just need sleep. 😭😭

I’ve also had birthday parties where the attendance was less than anticipated. But imagine being so much of a loser that everyone goes to a party about how much they hate you instead.

I had a dream that I got to see Muppet 4D one last time. Now I am awake and sad. Wearing the Muppets shirt I bought on my last visit to WDW to help curb my sadness.

I’ve already warned my fiancée that we need to wait a while to decide our first dance song but I’m holding out for this album to have THE ONE. lol.

Taylor pours so much of her heart and soul into her music. I am so happy that those pieces of her are now back home where they belong. Between this and Travis, TS12 (whenever it’s ready) is gonna be filled with so much love and joy. And I am so excited for her!

A dark wood box that contains a bottle of Tito’s vodka. A bronze card reads “Will you officiate our wedding?” in a cursive font and the outline of the states of Minnesota and Delaware below it.

Asking a very important question today!

Toured the venue I’ve been in love with for years yesterday and now today WE HAVE A WEDDING DATE!!!

This restaurant has 3 tvs over the bar. One has tennis (that I don’t think is live), one has NHL playoff hockey, and the last one? Iron Chef. Like there isn’t NBA semi-finals or any baseball games on right now.

Me: Okay, when’s it’s 8:15 you’ll get off your phone, get out of bed, and start getting dressed.
Quick glances at time and it’s already 8:15.
Me: oh….one more minute?

And now I’ve added a 10th muted tag.

When I joined Bluesky and I was asked about what topics I liked. I said I liked sports. And I do! I like hearing about almost all sports. But there is one I do not care for and it just takes over my skyline. I have 9 tags muted for it and it still pops up daily for me. I don’t get it!

Just screaming into the void today at work. Love having to repeat myself in back to back emails to clients. I can’t help you if you WONT READ.

Wednesday is becoming my favorite week day because I get to look forward to new Survivor and Dreamlight Valley shop updates. But once a month a meeting I run occurs during the last hour of my day and it’s really putting a damper on my vibe today.

I’m in a much better place now. That was 3 years ago and now I’m engaged to the most wonderful man! Who comments on my hair being done after I walk in the door from getting it cut. 😂

Not to be dramatic, but not commenting on my hair after I had it done started the final argument that ended my 9 year long relationship. Obviously MANY other things wrong to cause the break up. I hope your partner is just aloof or distracted by something else! But your feelings are valid!

I interpret it is if they both know how their relationship ends then it taints how they’ll act in the present. She’s asking him to just be here in the moment with her and to enjoy it as it is when they’re both so happy and think it’ll last forever.

Made a mistake at work today and to fix it, it’s looking like I’ll need to work a 15 hour day. Already at hour 12 and I’m beat. And soon all I’ll be doing is waiting for someone else to get here.

I worked really really hard and fast for the the first 5-6 hours of work. Now I have no energy left and it’s difficult to get anything done.

I love this! Dancing On My Own by Robyn definitely fits that vibe.