naesala apologism center

just resigned and now returning to old place….. ugh i feel bad about it

i didn’t even think of this being a loss for america yet… my whole outlook changed for the better

being invested in sports is great because i can spend hours being super stressed to feel elation for a few hours or crushing disappointment for days

final thought of the evening but game 4 against the brewers was sick as fuck so at least we got that from the postseason

good for yesavage though honestly

it’s a shame :(

this series cannot end soon enough

blue jays please just put me out of my misery

i brought this on myself 🥲🥲🥲

i like the idea of dmlx battery and dimitri going off script and felix trying his best to keep up and being pissed

anyway in a baseball au i’m torn between felix being a ss due to versatility or a catcher due to ability to work with a bunch of pitchers

“something frustrating” is the bullpen but still jesus christ.

there is something somewhat frustrating about seeing the dodgers win by 1-2 runs but the blue jays will be like 5+ runs over all in the blink of an eye

if i was on the astros i would not return to la for fear of my life

sportsball*

i didn’t realize how much of being a sport all fan is pure stress 🥲🥲

in all seriousness, i’ve got stuff going on professionally/personally that is really doing a number on my mental health. HOWEVER thinking about this sport is the fastest way to spike my anxiety. I can’t believe people do this every year

i need to learn to keep my mouth shut

I woke up and there was EIGHTEEN??? holy shit

i mean it actually!! i went to bed before the end of last nights game and had a nightmare about it!!! 18 innings is too much

officemate next to me at new work manages to slurp salad. i’m not even bothered by the noise i’m just impressed

i should be able to click a button at the beginning of a sports season that says “i’m normal” and i don’t get served any ads for crypto or gambling

A large monstera leaf with double fenestration

a large monstera leaf with double fenestration an a tape measure in front. it measures about 18.5 inches tall

He is causing a Scene

#fe3h

felix and dimitri’s support level is now A!

sorry i didn’t truly mean it :(

to be the greatest appeal is that there’s a surface level opposites attract but if you lift up the hood you find that there is wayyyyyy more similar than there is different

i have enough savings to sustain me in terms of necessities but America is America. So there’s the catch 22 of work causing more stress and requiring a higher level of mental health care but needing the job for insurance to afford said mental health care.

Yeah I did have a conversation about days in office but no promises which leads me to think it’s not gonna go down anytime soon. The unfortunately aspect of it is that the depressive episode was triggered by something unrelated and if it wasn’t happening i could handle this much better :/

It would be nice if people took the DoD not being able to pass a basic financial audit seriously before now.