reagan 🐧 (4/56)

going to fast for as long as i can today. just need a reset

heyyyy yalll 😔

what if i spent the rest of the year just getting the hottest i can be and then kill myself on new years

ive been losing weight pretty consistently lately but its truly just bc ive been too depressed and apathetic to eat lol

intake - 1246
burned - 401
net - 845
steps - 9568

🌈✨june log ✨🌈

...............hey yall

like ive been having the worst urges all day and honestly dont know what im gonna do when i get home lol

ngl lol the only reason i havent sh today is bc i forgot to put my extra blade back in my purse when i cleaned it out last 🤪

took a double dose of my pain meds bout to pass the fuck out <3

are you going to get them removed soon? i just got mine removed two days ago lol

if you were wondering why i dropped off again lol its bc ive been recovering via sleeping all day lmao

if yall ever wanted to get rid of mental hunger/food noise just get your wisdom teeth removed TRUST that eating will be the last thing you want to do <3

april 21
intake - 1549
burned - 424
net - 1,125
protein - 79g
steps - 10341

my wisdom teeth are impacted :)) my face hurts so bad :))

april 21
145.8 lbs

had a mini mental breakdown but im back :)

~cal plan for 4/21 - 4/27~

mon - 1450
tues - 1400
wed - 1350
thurs - 1300
fri - 1300
sat - 1250
sun - 1250

too cute <33 love the butterflies

bad news: still havent had a chance to talk to my mom bc my father is somehow always home at the same time as her now :)
good news: my stress has now caused me to become too nauseous to even stress eat so i guess its impromptu fasting time <3

im getting back on track today if it fucking kills me

april 16
146.6 lbs

all non dairy ice cream and the vast majority of low cal ice cream are labeled as frozen deserts bc of this!

if this is in america then its called that because ice cream has to have a certain amount of dairy and sugar in it to legally be called ice cream! so if something is made to mimic ice cream but doesnt met those standards its called a frozen desert!

another bad day :) havent had the chance to talk to my mom and the anxiety is causing me to stress eat :))

what the fuck?? i literally ate above maintenance yesterday???

april 15
145.6lbs

thank you <33 im trying :)!!

had the worst most embarrassing day. dont even want to post it. too many cals not enought protein or steps just fat fucking gluttony. my period + the fucking news about my dad just fucked me over. kms :)

stress eating :(( someone KILL ME