N.O’PHELAN

My boy only breaks his favorite toys

I’d cry my eyes violet Elizabeth Taylor

You can call me honey if you want, because I’m the one you want

Child: distinction presupposes a cause which in turn presupposes the un-cause
Me:

😵‍💫

Opalite is sweetness upon sweetness

Whisper in the hallway she’s a sad sad girl

This is a very funny album. Underrated sense of humor.

It’s actually romantic

I pictured us dancing in the kitchen

Midnight listening party for my lovers only

Just remembering that one mini phase in high school when I wore ties

rot girl autumn is upon us

“The same soil that starved your roots isn’t suddenly going to turn into fertile ground”

Seems simple but alas

Me: what the freaky deaky
Child: mommy, you got that from me!

Praise Jesus.

My hair is at the length of me falling off pixie cut wagon

The music in Cyberpunk Edgerunners is unreal and gorgeous. The opening sequence art direction too. Wowow

One Battle After Another has to be the most well-timed film release of all time. Jarring.

goddamn, One Battle After Another

Any number other than 12 is a dozen’t

God damn One Battle After Another was perfection. Perfection. Should be mandatory viewing for all high schoolers.

Last night I dreamt that I got to cut David Lynch’s hair for a charity event. He was so gracious about it when I told him that I don’t really know how to do hair. We had the most sweet conversation. 🥺

Rewatching Halt and Catch Fire and it’s still really really really good

difference, of any kind, will appear as a threat. When we choose to love we choose to move against fear - against alienation and separation. The choice to love is the choice to connect - to find ourselves in the other.

- Bell Hooks ✨

Yet we do not question why we live in states of extreme anxiety and dread. Fear is the primary force upholding systems of domination. It promotes the desire for separation, the desire not to be known. When we are taught that safety always lies in sameness, then

Cultures of domination rely on the cultivation of fear as a way to ensure obedience. In our society we make much of love and say little about fear. Yet we are all terribly afraid most of the time. As a culture we are obsessed with the notion of safety.

I looked at my hands and was reminded of my mortality

Who likes you, loves you, hates you, is on them and not you. What’s on you is what you do with it.

Woman: oh it’s cold
Man: we don’t call this cold